Dear Diary~

I"m a broke as mother fucker now.

2009-04-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

Yes as the title goes...
I truly am..

Don't believe?? Check out my snapshot of my bank account..

Awesome ay??
I can get a negative on my account.. awesome shit..

So lets check the fridge and see what i got left..... oh yeah NOTHING..
==

GGGGGG

Alright so i got out my small change bag.
Lets see..

Alright got like 6 bucks..
Bought 2 packets of big as noodles
which shud last me 2 meals..

Considering i don't eat lunch.

MMMM...
4 sausages 1 pasta and 1 small packet of mee goreng.

Yup so Darren can still live for about 1 day and a half then he will STARVE to death..
How awesome..

zzzzzz

Lol..
But no matter what happens! I WILL SURVIVE!!!
ARRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!

lol..

Reply to K.Y

I Never always get knocked hor....... Sometimes only.........Ok la alot la....... zzzzz

Lol..

As soon as the start of April things have been quite unlucky for me..
zzz

4...

hate that number..

Anyways.. i don't really have much energy to continue blogging to day.. I didn't eat lunch.. Need to make some noodles to keep me alive now..

zzzzz

Take care la..

Monday.

2009-03-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

No one loves Mondays...
I'm sure of it.. zzzzZZZ

Today was pretty slow going ..
Started at 10am today . Psychology first ay.

Actually its quite an interesting subject. Learning about the behaviour in kids now.
Did you know? That kids age 0-2 years view everything around it as if it was a thing? Even humans to it are .. THINGS..

Lol,
Its one of my fave subjects at the moment.
One of which i don't whip up my PSP and totally ignore the lecturer.

Anyways.. after that was Bio then Econs ( PSP TIME ) and lastly Physics....
Totally just went home at Physics..

Coz i have this motto~~
If u don't understand something when your awake.... Try understanding while asleep.
=D

Lol...
Anyways 4 more days till holidays ..
CAN'T WAIT!!

Gonna be crazy...
hehe~

MMM~ think thats about it for today..
nothing interesting so far in my life
=)

Oh oh oh oh!
Yes i remembered..!!

So.. last week.... i was walking to uni right..
wanted to cross the road..

Check out for cars...
Trucks..
Tanks..
Nope.. nothing... so i crossed... AND LOW AND BEHOLD..!

Darren got knocked over .. not by a CAR, nor a TRUCK, nor a MOTORCYCLE, BUT BY A FREAKING BICYCLE.==

*he flew*

totally hurt so much.
zzzz

Still got the bruises now...
That bike was SO FAST..

zzz

PAIN..

zzz

Thats it la...
Need to go cook dinner...

hungry..
><

take care..

Cleaning up~

2009-03-28T16:21:00.001-07:00

Lol~

Yes i know there's a lot of dust on my blog.
Been so lazy to blog ay~

mm but i'll try to write more often ba.

Yesterday was Earth Hour right..

SO grand. SO good.

So i was like excited to see how many people would turn off the lights right.
So i walked all the way from my apartment down to the main city streets to see.

Was with my phone like video'ing away.
8.25pm. Nothing..
8.30pm. Still nothing.

WAS SOO GAY! there was this other guy standing in the middle off the road hoping to catch a photo of the whole street going dark.

BUT NAH! no one turned off ..
Only Sky tower went off .

Its was UBER GAY.
zzz

Anyways on with my life..

Nothing new i guess..

Had to go grocery shopping yesterday.
Walked like 15-20 minutes walk just to go buy my groceries.

God..... it was the longest and most tiring 20 minutes of my life..
zzzz its hard without a car and carrying heavy groceries back all the way..

Body is totally hurting today..><

So uni...

Uni is alright i guess.. no assignments.. no work
hehe

The only thing i want to complain about .... is PHYSICS..
zzz

The only 2 reasons i took Food Science was to DODGE physics and ... i like food =D
BUT..... in the end... STILL HAVE TO DO PHYSICS! arghh! so boring and hard..

Good thing for PSP.. =P

mmmm~ anyways i guess nothing much to report..

Holi's almost coming up!
Yay!

Gonna go camping ... hohohho ..

can't wait..

take care

Long time no see

2009-03-16T01:01:00.000-07:00

Wow, i've been sucha lazy bum haven't i?

God..... 2009 March 15th already?

Time flies....

Well, to warm up the blog.. let's see..

OK updates!

Darren is now in UNIVERSITY OF AUCKLAND! yeah WOOT!

Majoring Bachelor Of Science , Food Science.

Hehe~ proud of myself... ahem*

Alright , so uni has been prrety busy lately ay. Alot of labs and tutorials which are driving me a bit nuts. But all good la... hehe..

Mm~~ moved into my apartment d. Its preeeety sweet. Close to town, not bad room, fully furnished kitchen, heck its almost like a hotel. hehe~ But a bit pricy =o

Mm~ what else.... well life for me in the pass ... i don't know... 3 months? Has been pretty chaotic , exciting and messy. ... Made alot of mistakes that i shouldn't have done.....

But well... i guess i'll get my retribution soon ba...
I deserve it....

Lets see... i think its already happening. =0

Yesterday when i was out got knocked over by an islander.. And HE is huge....==
Today got knocked over by a fast moving bike.... ==

I'm probably gonna get knocked over by something bigger soon ... hope i"m still alive by then =/

LOL~ anyways....

Life... is moving faster than i thought..
Things... are taking place faster than i anticipated..

But lol hey! 2009~ its a brand new year...

Looking forward to my new life this year...

=)

Back in Malaysia again..

2009-01-10T19:47:00.000-08:00

Wahlao first thing i said THE FIRST THING i said when i got down the plane...

Walao eh , Fucking hot......

My mum terus .........DARREN ........

==

Anyways stayed in Melaka for like two nights and then kuantan for another few nights...

Then back to Jb~

Hehe~

Haiz , was so so so so tired but when back still continued to go out everyday ~..
lol

Actually kinda very miss life in Auckland., not as hectic and fast as Malaysia, but at least can enjoy the slow pace of life la.. haha~

here its like 1 2 minutes and 1 day is gone...

damn fast..

sigh ...

dunno la~

But still kinda want to stay here for longer...

anyways nothing much happen..

even if there was also cannot put on blog =p

PERSONAL SPACE

hehe~

chill aite im off la... the previous blog took me quite sometime to put together hehe

anyways Vic continue to chill man, go skateboarding when i back yeah??
So wanna chill at Xiao Hong's place man~ thats like the one of the best times..

hehe~

Ken , nick~ Continue to rock la wey...

U guys are my besties la~ hehe XD kinda feel gay saying that..

everyone else u guys rock on..

um im not gonna die la... just feel skit emotional now hahah~~

maybe too long nvr blog d..

anyways chill ,, will be bakc soon la~ promise hehe

I've sin alot....

alot alot...

hope that god will forgive me and the people that i hurt will too..

I'm sorry..

Hello China~

2009-01-10T18:59:00.000-08:00

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Hello hello hello my dear blog.

I know u missed me alot.

Haha~

Yup i"m back yo after like forever.

So sorry been so so so so busy. Alot of people must've come on and sweared at my blog.
haha~

HOW COME SO LONG BO BIAN ONE????

haha~

Chill la...

OK la~

Slowly update u all on my life till now.

So been back in Malaysia for a month plus 10 days..

A long time kinda..

Alot alot of things happen and i did a lot of stupid things i guess..

==

Mmm~ lets see. First two weeks in Malaysia what did i do...

Go out ALOT.

Almost everyday.. OUT

damn~ was so freaking tired but was good la. Meet up with alot of frenz . Chilled a lot, and spent alot. haha~ but all good.

After that went off to China , Guilin.

Its damn freaking pretty there la~ Serious...

BUT..

NEW ZEALAND STILL OWNS , IN YOUR FACE CHINA!!!

BUAHAHAHAHAHAH~

Hehe ok i"ll try to remember my time in china la k.

En so first day upon reaching Guilin...

First day reaching.. WAS DAMN NICE WEATHER COZ IT WAS COLD.

felt like i was back in NZ again. Damn song weather haha while everyone was freezing their ass off i was like. SONG!

haha~

Anyways our first stop was to their like bumiputra kinda village.
Forgot the name of the tribes ppl i think its Mao or something . Anyways ... PICTURE

So these ppl have a custom ya.

That is their houses all have 3 floors.
1st floor for animals like cows and pigs like nick to stay =p

haha

2nd floor for the family..

and 3rd floor. hehe for the zha bo who are above 15 to stay .

Then their custom is the guys must climb to the 3rd floor without using stairs and clim from the outside to get the zha bo's lo.

haha funny but true. They cant use ladders too i think....

haha~ anyways.

They are friendly ppl la, better then the snoobish ppl in guangzhou and other rich parts of china la , fuckers all. but the ppl here not bad la ~ hehe

They entertained us with their 'mountain songs'

as seen here

Moutain song my foot....

More like scream our malaysian ears la.

Walao eh damn terror one their singing.

High pitch aunties singing mountain songs is just...... traumatic.

They some more call some of us to go out and sing o.. call can call others one ma..
why must ask me go le? ==

kenna pull out, damn sian lo. bo bian sporting abit.

Thought can use my WO KE YI MMMMMMONSTER KILL to win them...
fuuulamak . terus the aunties open full blast high pitch mountain techno....

sing lan a?? >>

haha~

anyways after that they treat us makan la.. not bad lor the food.

There was rice wine so was quite happy la =)

But the alcohol percentage is like pussy level la~ haha

Anyways after eating we went to do a bit of sightseeing lo~

The season there that time was winter ,

so may not be as nice as in summer or spring.

Actually if u look closly u can see the steppes of rice paddy plantations..

But its all been havest la, so not as nice.

hehe~

After the next few days went off to merry land la~

MM~ its actually a theme park but the freaking lame version of disney land la.

The name MERRY land is lame enough..
imagine the place.

haha~ but its quite beautiful outside la..

the hotel is nice too~

*Pro shot*

=p

Nice hor??? This is taken from inside the hotel.

Hehe anyways that day was more like just chill and playing the rides lor..

hehe~

BLUEK

I found out one thing on my trip..

Not only is china beautiful in its scenery..

Their english also DAMN beautiful ah~

Are u deeply moving with our service?

Oh , yeah sure, after reading this i'm moving all over..

Laughing my ass off

XD

After few days headed off tho Yangzhou... i think..

The place where all the scenery is..

Mum , Chris and David.

So we took a boat and went around looking at all these mountains.

There's alot alot ALOT of these there. Sui... but after awhile sianz..

haha~

Anyways we also went to watch this performance called 刘三姐。。。

its was OMGWTFBBQHOLYSHIT damn nice ah!!!

It consists of like 800 actors kinda..

its like huge scale la.. on water some more la!!
its like INSANE!!!

It was at night so couldnt take any photo's of the background la...

i can tell u.. its so worth the while to go over to Guilin just to watch the 1 hour half of performance.

TOO GOOD LA!

This is in the open.. with mountains at the background.. and its a lake their doing this on..

OK so u see the small small orange lights at the very back?

Those are people.. 1 dot 1 person..

Aiya its the almost the same as the beijing olympic, same director ma.. hehe

But not as nice but close...

Phew its breath taking man,, the background scenery and the sheer number of people performing at the same time.. onE word...

SIAO~

haha~

Last few days there were mostly in town la.. and visitng all the parks and stuff lor hehe~

Like elephant hill park..

It does kinda look like an elepant drinking water...............kinda.

Some statue.... forgot which idiot...

My sis and ShiShi

Shi Shi is the cutest la!!! ><

One of the tours family daughter,

She damn cute one la... aiyooooooo

Hehe after that back Malaysia....

Chill..

Next blog...

Gah...

2008-12-29T16:06:00.000-08:00

Lol~

Very tired, finally im back here, back in Jb.

Damn tired, will post the updates soon,

alot alot nia...

gah

dead

MA NEU KOUZIN !!!!!

2008-10-28T14:19:00.000-07:00

On the 18th of October 2008 , 10.30 am ...

A new life was born..
*dramatic music playing~*

A birth that would tremble the earth..

Shake the very barriers of humanity..

CHANGE THE WORLD FOREVER!!
O.O

Haha paiseh paiseh, need some drama in this undrama time of studies.
Hehe~

But STILL!!

NEW BORN, CUTE SS, ANGEL FACE, SMALL SS COUSIN....

...........ZEIN..........FUNG..!!

ta da*

ain't he kiut??!
zomg !! so CUTE!!

LOOK AT HIM!!! ARGGGHHH SO CUUUUTE!!!

@@

Hehe paiseh, i just love babies man~
They're so cute, but when they get to three, chaos...

but thats another story, for a very old Darren in the future to tell. =D

** KInda late on this post , coz just got the photo's and was busy so...

Hehe sorry Zein!! (' - ' )(-_ -)(' - ' )

But i still think they should have named you Zack...

Zein is like...... vein... hmmmmmm o.O

But all good.! hehe hope you will become a big boy , get a cool ss hairstyle and get ta gurls!!! haha!!

=p

*end*

ARMAGEDDON!!

2008-10-25T02:01:00.000-07:00

Yes yes yes!! ARMAGEDDON is here!!!!!

Hehe~ Today went ta Armageddon in town~ its a game , movie , anime, sci fi shit expo which is held every year~

IT WAS AWESOME!!!!

Hehe~ went ta town around 9 plus , wanted to go straight to the game expo , but then ............... 'THE STOMACH' called out to me~ it said................... BURGER KING , BURGER KING.

So Darren , the slave to his stomach had no choice but to obey its commands~ haha

So went to Bk~ Jason came a bit later after that..

Went and got my plane tickets , YAY!!!!!!!!!

heHE

And after went off to the expo~

Upon reaching, we saw an insane q....

INSANE I TELL U~

im sure it was almost 1 km in length of the q...

it was crazy~

Thank god to my fucking sharp eyesight , i saw Dany's bright as orange stripe shirt which he wears everyday from the front q , and hey............ CUT Q

heheheheh~ so didnt have to wait quite long b4 being able to get in....

it was 16 bucks per person~

Not too bad,
hehe~

Initially didnt really see much upon entering.....

then suddenly!

SPIDER SWINGED PAST ME!!! ..........and decided to use his legs and walk...

HAHA~

Besides the many new games available to play with and heaps of stuff to look and buy there was a lot of people who were doing cos play..

Like this one...

Guess which anime is she from...

or which movie this one is from?

haha~

there were alot of these cos players~

it was pretty cool and funny tho~

saw so many people in akatsuki clothes which looked very real to the ones in the animes and they dressed up as different characters, didnt manage take photo coz was lazy! hehe~

Anyways~ was looking around at the various games, two games interested me alot.

Gears of war 2 and Cod 5 ~ man they were awesome!!!!

but sad face =( , my pc cannot take the graphic torture,,,, damn it damn it damn it!!

SIGH~ but it was good to be able to try it out tho~ haha~

Walk walk walk~ saw............

PERVERTED BATMAN

MASTER CHIEF!!
this was one of the coolest!
besides akatsuki people tho =p

Was really looking forward to find fallout 3 tho~ unfortunately they suck and werent able to get the game~ LOSERS

but they did manage to set up a cool model tho~ hehe~

FOCUS ON THE MODEL ......... NOT VIC

FOCUS ON DARREN.......... NOT THE MODEL

=p

Other then all this stuff going on, there was free movies to watch too! which was quite awesome~
you could just walk in the theater and watch the movies playing on a not too shabby screen but it was a comfy theater~ hehe

tHE movies were ok i guess, other than movies there was some stage performances too~ which was not bad~ hehe but most people used the theater to rest... haha

After that went to play Dota as had nothing else to see...

GOOD GAME!

happy~!

Went to DE ji again for dinner

HAPPY~!

now Darren officially broke

WAKAO DAMN HAPPY AH~!

(>.<) So anyways~ went home afta.. hehe~ Last day of play ~ now...... its time to get serious.. and STUDY ALL I CAN TO FUCKING GET INTO UNI !!!! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

One tree hill....

2008-10-25T01:02:00.000-07:00

Long time no bloggoo des!!!

How's everyone??

Was so busy lately kinda forgot about blogging~ hehe~

Anyways i"m back! and i"m gonna do a combo blog today! haha!

=D

To start off, lets go back to last saturday....

Last Saturday was one of my school mate Jessica's birthday~ so we decided to have a BBQ gathering to celebrate..

Beautiful day, beautiful weather~ good day for a BBQ! =)

SUMMER IS COMING! Which is one of the reasons why the sun is out so much this day! hehe~ found some sakura trees growing ~

and guess what

we shaked them and tried to take photo's acting as if we were in anime......

FAILED.

haha~

Its was 20 bucks per person~ and i must say there was a LOT of food, too much good food man~! PHEW!

BBQ pit

HUNGRY BASTARDS WAITING FOR THE FOOD....=P

Haha~ but all good, at first we had some pizza's to eat . DOMINO'S ! yum me 2nd favorite pizza!! hehe~ First is hell's pizza which is.............UHLALALA!

Another food story for another time~ =)

Anyways~ after some pizza's i was filled suddenly with bursting energy and had to find something to do....

so........ we were looking around.......

we= me , vic , xiao hong.... others too busy eating.

HAHA~ we were looking around, and notice, hey.... there's a lot of pigeons ay~

SO WE STARTED OPERATION **CATCH THE PEGEON**

its a highly skilled mission which involves both speed and agility as well as the precision in the capturing.............. this is only carried out by the most specialised ways. which involves tracking, sneaking, and finally the insane wacking of a huge as tree branch....

Haha~ soz being lame....

After awhile china Sam and Gavin and his sis reached ... they bought Jessica's present which was a huge toilet sit with sam's face all over it...

haha~ and they brought with them FUNKY GLASSES!!

SO WE ALL GOT FUNKY!!!!

XIAO HONG ACTING COOL

VIC BEING GANGSTA

ME BEING.........GAY

HAHA~ anyways~ after that felt bored, so Jason said he'll drive us back to get our skateboards and shit! haha~ so i was like YAH MAN!!!

SKATEBOARD TIME........... lululu

Til around 3 plus~ all the BBQ was done, everyone was filled and happy, cake eaten ready to go...

Xiao Shanghai said~ COME GO PLAY DOTA....

those golden words............... *o*

hahahaha~ so Me , vic, xiao hong, and xiao Shanghai went off to the city to play some Dota,

Lost ffs~

but all good~ '

hehe~

After that went to have De Ji~ CURRY CHICKEN!!! YAHOO!!!!

happy happy happy, but broke broke broke =(

hehe~ went home after, and tired, exhausted .....

but netherless , had a great day~ ^^

**end**

WHAT U LOOKIN AT .... PUNK?

Virus season

2008-10-17T04:29:00.000-07:00

The question i wanna ask now is,

why the heck am i getting all these viruses now (>.<)

Lately my pc had been infected with a pretty annoying virus..
This is what the virus does...

**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**
**Your computer has been infected**

OF COZ I NOE ITS INFECTED! UR THE BLOODY VIRUS!!

fuck~

Thank god for download.com tho~
at least now got rid of the shit d...

Damn~

Ok so whats new with me...

Actually think about it~

nothing really..

what a boring life u have Darren.......... zzzzzz

well been studying more than usual.
doing more calculus than i ever have in my life......................... hey 2 hours is a loooooonnng time..

haha~

MAN~

These few weeks are gonna suck so bad...gonna study study study....

DAMN

but anyways~

Kinda looking forward to ending my exams and shit. haha~

Then can be home free d...

Countdown check~ whoa!

left with 45 days~~

NICE!!!

Peeps back at JB look out!!!!

Darren is coming back !!!!!!!!!

heheheh~

wtf.....WTF

2008-10-10T22:37:00.000-07:00

Wtf...............

Honestly , wtf.

Here's the thing.

Me was skateboarding with my mate yesterday at skatepark.

I fucking can go down fucking skatepark slopes now!!!!

YUESH!!!!!!!!!

POWER~!!!! STRENGTH!~!!!!

WOZZZAHHHHHHHH~~!! ZOOM~!! PZZZZTZOOMPAAA!!!!!

............forgive me.. i fell once ..

hahaha~ anyways going back to my mates house , it was fucking 6pm and fucking vic is still fucking sleeping.

***THIS PART OF THE BLOG IS DEDICATED TO VIC***

the fuck is wrong with u man??! fucking stop sleeping so much !!! u fucking pussy~

( no hard feelings? ^^)

**END**

Alright so Vic got up soon after we got back, and then we had Hong Kong small cook!!
香港小厨。。

its this awesome eatery, and its specialties are of coz hong kong dishes which are aawwwwsome.

Anyways thanks Vic and Kyle for the dinner ! =]

After a long day of skateboarding and having bruisers all over me fragile body, i decided to go back home and lie down. . . . . .

Suddenly....

it came......

THE PHONE CALL OF DEATH~~!!!!!!! o.O

haha just kidding, its just Jason who called.

The dude said Jing, Jessica and Ryan wanted to come over and drink booze.

i was like what??! booze?? 小弟弟小妹妹wanna come drink booze when 酒鬼is here???!

but anyways~

they reallly came over so we really went to buy booze, didn't get anything strong just some baby booze,

**baby booze=booze for girls= booze for pussys

Coz well its the girls who wanted to drink,

girls......

well not really attractive girls if i should say..

ahem~

back to the story, so Jason and his lame-mobile said only 4 ppl can fit into his car, save petrol...

save money..

tipical china guy ay

haha~

so yeah fine the girls and ryan get in the car, me Vic and kyle will fucking skate there...

where??

where else to drink booze..

skatepark!!

haha~

whoa and i tell u , skateboarding at the skatepark is sooo scary at night, can't see shit, but still can see abit due to the moonlight.

Had some puss booze, skate around.

awesome fun...

haha but was soooooooo tired man~

was like skating the whole fucking day.

damym~

haha ~ and another damnym~ dude ur fucking left with 30 days till exam ah!!!

WAKAO!! DIE

jia you Darren u mutha fucking lazy as bitch.

Fucking weather

2008-10-07T03:10:00.000-07:00

Fuck the fucking fucked up fucking weather ,bloody fucker fucks the fuck outta fucking fuck off fucking fuck!!!!

#!@%^

The weather really is annoying, i really want to go out and skate and stuff, but it keeps raining lately!!

argh!!

Idun wanna be a pig and be at home all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>=d

I WANNA SKATE U MUTHA FUCKING WEATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh.......

sorry for swearing , kinda pissed off coz was looking forward to go skate these few days.

HEY!!

KNOW WHAT?!

DOTA 6.55 OUT D!!!!!!!

WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

but gay~
the whole map looks a whore's cunt.

Fucking resized the map to a mammoth now, looks like horse crap~

Damn you icefrog!!!!!

Anyways the new hero's are cool tho,
esp Captain Jacksparrow a.k.a KUNKKA

haha!

This is more like a angry post,

sorry guys but i needed a place to vent my fustration.

one more thing that keeps aggitating me.

Freaking hair!!

argh~! gonna cut u off if u dun behave!!!!!!!!!

SIT!!!!

*mad*

Lol~

#!&*!&^@??!

Dinner on sea~

2008-10-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hey hey~ how's u all?? Hope u"all doing good ay~

Leave a msg if u visit =)

Anyways~

Yesterday~ which is Sunday~
My mate Jing me and my mates received an invitation to go aboard her dad's ship to have dinner!!

(Overlooking of my idiotic looking fren , Xiao Hong =p)

Yup that's like half the size of the ship only! =O

Haha~ its huge as~
Maybe not as huge as titanic but hey~
I got a chance to go on! =p

Her dad is like some captain of the ship, apparently is a recon ship~
Used when they were china launched the rocket thingy~

Yeap, china~ haha

The ship is actually real real huge, can't even feel the rocking of the sea, feels no different from being on land actually haha~

The ship has like 3-4 of these huge satelite thingys~
Imagine that`

haha~

Felt quite honoured to be able to be invited to go, because all the people who turned up were those filthy rich , wealthy ,big named chinese people in Auckland wearing their suits and ties. And then there's this huge bunch of youths wearing the average clothes looking like a bunch of holigans~

Was so so so underdressed for the occasion ==

Well there was a bout 100 people who went for the dinner thingy~
So yeah ~ about only 12 of us youth in our casual garbs wheras everyone's in their best clothes (>.<)

Anyways~ Making our way into the ship~
the first thing i noticed is that there's heaps of patrotic writtings all over the ship, which really goes to show how much china people love china, like really REALLY love.

== Kinda creepy tho~

Haha~ Dinner started, was buffet style, not as grand as expected , but no less predicted coming from china. haha~

Food was ok tho~ but too much fried stuff.

However what was worse was the bloody booze.

NEVER EVER DRINK BOOZE BEFORE FINDING OUT HOW MUCH ALCOHOL PERCENTAGE IS CONTAINED!!

Bloody had like 7-9 cups of it and fucking felt nothing but full. COZ IT WAS BLOODY 3%!! %!%#@^ Bloody wasted my stomach space..

And the wine was horrible. grrr~

Booze-disaster

After having a bit to eat, there was some performances, which were actually quite good. But you know la, having so many older folks there, they will perform those dances and all the old high-as-pitch songs.

Some singers were real good, like can do real high pitch, and nice.

Some..... weren't that good, but that provided an even better entertainment. Esp this boy who was singing 江湖一条龙by王李洪.... hahahahahah~
honestly that was the best coz he sang with 100% energy and ump, but -100% skill hahahah it was so funny, everyone was like =O

haha~ must have been out at sea for too long..... had too much sea water to drink.

haha After like few more good performances, the dinner finished.

Then go home lor~~~

Hehe~ Sigh exams coming up so soon, left with one more week of holi!!

Damn!! worried ! (>.<)

God help me~~~~ +o+

Holidays have started!

2008-09-30T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey~ wassup people ~

Thanks for choosing exodus blogs to entertain yourself while you have nothing better to do.............................bwahahahahahahah!!!

JOKES!

xD

Yup so what's new with me, holidays have started as shown on the title.
Day 4 of the holidays, yup yup

So lets see,

Day 1 of holidays , Saturday

Darren went skating !! =D
yes he is now currently learning how to skateboard!
Hehe~ Now he's doing quite well in terms of skating here and there, just gotta work on brakes!

=]

Went to the skatepark near my mates place, skate abit, but soon felt quite pressurised,
all the people there so pro (>.<)
Even a small kid not even 6 can do tricks and skate even better than i can =d

Damn~ but nevermind~ i"m gonna train thru the holi's whenever i"m free!!
I wanna be a skater!!!!!!!!!!!!! BWAHAHAHAH~

Day 2 Sunday,

Went to church as usual, met up with some friends , went home and play games, just chill~
Nothing interesting.

Day 3 Monday,

Went out at 12am at night to go train my driving with my mate
Hehe~ i"m getting the hand of controlling highers speeds now, can do good turnings now~ =D
Another few more lessons and i"m on the road y'all woot woot!

Day 4 Tuesday~ TODAY

Can finally skate properly to my mates place, am able to control acceleration without losing balance and can control my directions better! =D
SO happy ! =]

Bought heaps off snacks today from Pak'n save since was bored so decided what the heck walk a bit more with my mates to get cheaper snacks =)

So anyways~ looking at the countdown left with 61 days be able to go back home!!
^^

Man so looking forward to go back,
,family,food, mates, fun fun fun~ =D

But yeah still have to go thru this hard stage of undergoing the final exams TT

but i will definately overcome it!!!!!! =/
Gambateh~

Going study now, will keep u guys posted
=)

A day on a farm..

2008-09-25T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hey ssup guys~

How's life ay? good bad? Tell me there>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
yeah? *-^

Anyways~ went to a farm yesterday.

Was a bio trip, had to get up damn early in the morning like 6 plus kinda, was sooooooo sleepy @@

Anyways Sam gave me a ride to school, reached about around 7.45.

Bus left around 7.05 , kinda. haha

So was playing tekken 5 on psp with my mate, as it was a 40 minute journey~
haha~ Tekken 5 on psp is awesome!! So glad i got a psp~ hehe =]

Anyways after 40 minutes plus reached a place called Kumue~
Have no idea what so ever where it is, only the fact that its a showground for farms.

Reached , saw like this the students from other schools there,
i was like WHOA~

farm people!!

Honestly most of them look not that bright ==

and there was this gaybo who was white and tall as wearing short shorts and wearing gum boots.

Definately grew up in a farm ==

Haha~ anyways started off with some breakfast, was like heaps of stuff on a table for us to grab and go, took a bit , whilst the afgany girl from my class like grab the food as if she had never eaten b4, i was like o.O

haha~ proceeded to the dairy module.
Was boring as~ she went on blurburing about the importance of farming and shit in the country blah blah blah ` BORING !

Then next went to the business section of farming and agriculture, was not bad~ the dude said something that really inspired me to think.

"I sucked a calculus and bio
"but i sure loved farming
"now i earn more than an average lawyer earns

i was like , FUCK THAT~ IM DOING FARMING~
haha =p

But hey~ i"m not bad at farming............. well in respect to DoTA , ahaha!!

Anyways~ he and another guy were quite homourous so all good.

Next was the cow labelling~

MAN THOSE COWS WERE HUGE.

they like showed us how they labeled and recorded the cows, as agricuture esp dairy industry in NZ is like the main source of income ~ that's why they had to do all these stuff real well if they wanted to make a mark in the world and hold it there.

The horn sounded~ was lunch time =0

Lunch was gay~ the sandwiches were aweful but there was still alot of the leftovers from the breakfast which was real GOOD~

haha~ me and my mates ate that till we were full leaving everyone with the sucky sandwiches! hehe =X

Next was a rather interesting module

Disection of a freshly dead lamb~

Not to tasteful ay~ the first sight of it made me wanna puke.
But soon after, wearing gloves and listening to the person explaning whilst having a feel of the corpse really gave me a new sense of interest towards atonomy~

Its was really cool to be honest mucking around and knowing why and how this lamb ate and lived like~ it was real fun =D

Although i dun know if it were the same if i were to look at the corpse of a dead person, but that had really been a cool experiance for me =]

Lastly was the sheep shearing and dreanching.
Basically shearing means shaving of the wool~ and dreanching means feeding it some anti-pesticide liquid.

It was quite cool~ found out that sheep............ are dumb creatures
haha~

Had an inter team competition listened to a bit of blabber from the organisers ,the went home.

Overall, it was a cool experiance actually =]

But i dun think i will move towards agricuture,

But probably...................... forensics!

o.O

that would be cool!

haha

bye

=p

2008-09-21T03:59:00.000-07:00

boo....

Finally!! FFS!!

2008-09-21T01:24:00.000-07:00

Yes finally finished the blog-mods!

FFS took long enough!

Kept coming up with the error box we cannot send your request.

Bloody internet! >o<

Anyways~

Last week of school! YAY =]

But then would've to start studying for the bloody exams ......... DAMNYM~

6 more weeks till NCEA and i"m still relaxing and chilling, man~ so DEAD

=(

But other than that i guess its all good, been thinking about the future lately,
REALLY REALLY REALLY need to get into Uni of Auckland, NO MATTER WHAT!

grr~

Wanna do either engineering in chemicals and materials or food tech.

But to get in engineering need bloody 240 credits!! argh~!!!!

-god help me-

@@

Sigh then gotta think about where i gonna stay next year to flat or to stay in a uni lodge,
whether i can get into AU or not, what if i can't all this kinda shit been flooding my mind lately.

Kinda getting really worried actually. =(

But yeah , at least there's another 70 more days till i go back ! =D

That's one thing worth celebrating about ! HAHAHAHAH

Can't wait actually, but then the weather in Malaysia is dreadful, don't really know whether i"ll be able to take the heat after being to adapted to the weather here >3<

Don't have any rather interesting things to talk about in this post , because nothing really interesting happened ==

Will keep you all updated tho if anything happens =)

..............

2008-09-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

Damn~ in the process of modding blog

damnit so complicated

bloody hell

grr

BBQ holiday!

2008-09-14T23:42:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahah~ HAPPY BELATED MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE! =3

Was at my mates place for 3 days and 2 nights.
Xiao Hong's house again ~ heheh.

Was awesome oi~

1.Friends
2.Age of Empires
3.Crazy Mexican ( Got bored of it tho, not strong enuf =x)
4.BBQ GALORE!!

Haham went on Thursday night after having a hair cut, from town went to his place by bus.
It takes freaking AN HOUR to get to his place by bus, and he takes it back and forth from school everyday, dun know how he survives =S

Anyways, didn't do much the first night, There was me, Xiao Hong, Vic , Kyle, Sam and Jason there, of coz there was his sister and hahahahaha xiao hong's pa!

Xiao Hong's pa is awesome man!!

Hehe anyways, second day started cleaning up , bought beer and the food.
Around like 12 plus, man everyone flooded in.
The house was suddenly filled with people.
Total head count 15 people!!

Haha good thing Xiao Hong's place big enough.
Anyways after having some BBQ done by my friends and having their full , most of them made their way home in the afternoon, leaving me, Xiao Hong ( its his place right ?==) , Vic , Kyle and Jason.

HAHAHAHAHAHA then the master BBQ master came down and say,
噢~杂人都走了哦？可以开始烤了~

haha~ his Dad damn 奸but damn 酷。

lol~ Anyways so the BBQ master started to BBQ the stuff and man was it good,
not saying my friends didn't do a good job earlier on, but when compared its, heaven and suck-like-shit, hahahaha~ no offence. *peace* =3

Anyways had some good BBQ some round of drinks, ( unfortunately by alcohol level has went up so didn't have the pleasure of enjoying it) =( ,

Heheh then at night started to play Age of empires 2 , damn old game, but hey!
Classic...

HEHE

Next day, woke up~ cleaned up because another round of people were coming, this time was Kyle' friend, and some of Xiao Hong's sister's friends.

Had BBQ again , lol but of coz, the master did it so ALL GOOD! =D

Coz the dad was so nice help us do the food, we all said he very 帅，
then he will always reply啊，人家都那么说。。

hahahahah laughed my ass off, his dad damn 台 one ~

after some BBQ to replinish energy went to the park with, skateboarding and cycling, haha~
just doing what boys like to do, PLAY! hehe~

Had some fun and played till tired, then after that went back for more BBQ==

HAHA~ but its good la~
Had sooooo much fun with Xiao Hong's family and me friends, wish times like that would go by slowly~ =(

Anyways~ hehe hope for another BBQ at his place~ !

HAHA~ THANKS XIAO HONG FOR LETTING US STAY AT UR PLACE, AND TO YOUR DAD FOR THE BBQ!

g2g now~ hungry as~~ hehe

Drawing again~

2008-09-10T04:31:00.000-07:00

Did another again today in Bio class.........

Trying to find some inspration ,

lately been getting the feeling that i"m gonna draw something real detailed and big .
But keep can't find that feeling.

Sigh

Probably need booze like how Isaac Mendez needs his crack.

Lol =S

MOONCAKE FESTIVAL COMING~!

2008-09-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

Yes as the title goes !! MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!

too bad they don't have nice mooncakes here =(

Oh well, there's still heaps of other ways to celebrate !! hehe~ gonna have a major mooncake party at my mates place on Fri~

YES BOOZE~!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!

.................your broke u know Darren?
..............oh yeah.....DAMN =X

ITS ALRIGHT I'LL FIND A WAY TO GET SOME!! BWAHAHAHAHAH~

Anyways about last week and this week.

Well I've got alot of my exams results........... and wow~ i fail so much , i fail life......... =(
I should click* QUIT LIFE*

lol~ NAH NEVER~~!! i will triumph over this like a kazua!!! Kick, step, spray , hit with news paper, nuke, also survive~~!! SURVIVE TILL THE END~!!! BWAHAHAH~

Hehe

Went out last Saturday with my mates to sing k.

MAN SANG TILL THROAT PAIN AH!
but all good =D

Sang so much man, but didn't care, although we didn't sang like stars but we sure had fun ~ hehe

At night went to have some Korean BBQ,............... AGAIN~
==

But yeah~ even though i dun really like Korean people in GENERAL.
But they have good meat~
i MEAN~ BBQ meat.

oh and BEER~!!!
yEAH SPIRIT TO be exact.
Awesome~ like sake but stronger~ YUM

Hehe~

what else~

OH YEAH~

i finally went an drove car for the SECOND TIME~!

yay~

Went and had a lesson with my mate.
Tot me how to left right out of junctions, signal and brake.
Hehe~ feel so pro now~

But yeah most of my friends are like speedsters now and i cant even gauge my speed right =(
But hey~! Im improving ok??

U WAIT~!!!!!!

xD

Gonna go again this thursday~

Go train again~

Hopefully by the end of this month can drive properlly~ hehe~ then can go play* le~ =P

Can enjoy life ~!!! hahahahahahahaha

but yeah life........................sigh.

Life is short ay??

When i went to school on Monday, found out that a guy from my school had died.
Killed himself.

Yeah~ his a friend of my good friend.
Saw him once at a party, skinhead, cool guy.

Didn't really know him tho~~

But yeah i commit 10 blank space of silence to him............
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May you rest in peace Jeff.

Drawing~~

2008-09-02T01:28:00.000-07:00

Drew this during the calculus exams...

took me freaking an hour and half to complete~

==

bUT hope u like it =D

YES!! ITS FINALLY OVA!

2008-09-01T22:40:00.000-07:00

EXAMS FINALLY OVER WOOHOOO~!!

....although didn't study much for it~ =p

BUT I PROMISE MYSELF I WILL STUDY HARD FOR MY YEAR END EXAMS TO GET INTO UNI!! PROMISE~!!

.....but for now... hehehe =X

FUN TIME~!!

So lets see, tomorrow holiday~ huhu~

What i wanna do?? Hmmmm~~

Think later hehe~

Anyways ~ was chatting to Kui Ying yesterday a.k.a SILLY PIGGY~ =p

Long time no chat with her d, become more and more less silly le =X hahahahah~

O and~ Karen ah~~ i know you reading this~ =p , say hi at chatbox >>>>>>>>>>>>
=)

Hope your doing well~ =D

Hmmm~ what else~

Oh yeah~

Bought a new shoe yesterday~
FUKING COOL AS !!

and a good deal too ^_<

oH And went ta skatepark yesterday to SKATEBOARD!!

TOO FUN~

................ although fell down and hit my right butt bone, now there's a big bruise, and my lower body doesn't seem to be functioning well and i seem to have a bit of concusion.....

IT IS ALL GOOD!!

SKATEBOARDING IS FUN AND TOTALLY SAFE!

...............*bleeds*

LOL =p

but honestly it was so fun~ learning how to skateboard now, although its harder than snow boarding, its still as fun =)

Vic and Kyle so pro at skateboard, yesterday was just skate back and forth only while they do all their fly here fly there tricks~ DAMN U!!!! =o

HEHE but all good =]

man~ gonna have to train more~ hehe =X

emz~ for now, i think i wanna go play some psp~ hehe =p

Gotta play play play ~ huhu PLAYstaZ!!

=)

byes for now~

Last Post of Aug!!

2008-08-31T02:28:00.000-07:00

Yeap~ Lasto Posto!!

Alright what to write.
Hmm,

Yesterday homestay's son had a after ball party at the house.
Yeah and its a booze party~ haha~

Tipical kiwi parties lorr~~

I was so fukin suprized by my ability to NOT get drunk!
HAHAHAHAHAHA~

Had 5 bottles of beers.
2 asahi's
1 Tatoo
1 Archers
1 Corona
and 1 full cup of midori

AND NOT FUKIN DRUNK YET!

just heavy headed, but fully alert.

How do i know this is not just bullshit?

WAS PLAYING DOTA, AT OPTIMAL PERFORMANCE.
lol~

Just one of the reasons however.
But yeah i know myself.

Hehe~ others had like 3 bottles and started puking.
15 people in the house to a ratio of 20 empty bottles.

Darren's room 5 bottles .

HAHAHAHAH~ NOOBS!!!!

brr damn boozer!!! ><
K gonna layoff the alcohol for awhile.

Well for a day that is . hahahahaha =D

Having physics exam tomorrow.
Aihz~ SAD so damn dead man~

Didnt study much for it, no mood nehz~

TOO much to study , TOO little time. DAMN!!~~

i Better look at it a bit later~ sigh =(

I"m just glad its all ending this wednesday~~ Then can go PAAAARRTY!!! WOHOOOOO~~

yeah i know~ boozer + party animal.

==

GODDANGIT DARREN *slaps*

GET A LIFE!!!!!!

....................@@

2nd Last post of the month!!

2008-08-29T13:59:00.000-07:00

Yeah as its the 30th already, goodness times fly, kinda made myself come to blog cuz there seems to be a big decrease in blogging times every month. ==

So i need to gambateh !!

Need make more blog posts! ><

haha~ anyways. exams have fukin started and its FUKIN GAY!! ARGGHH~~!!

Physics internal was alright just the fact that when drawing graph did simple mistake at graph transformation when its suppose to be 1/X i went and did 1/(y data) and still write 1/x and say HEY I DID A GOOD JOB AY? to myself......... == how D/U/M/D can a person actually get??? Sigh

Then there was english..
GAY gay gay gayyyyyyy

2 Essays, one sheet of unfamiliar textS , and SHAKESPEAR.
I was like DAMMNYM~~

Thanks for killing me at the head first.

sigh~

Then chemistry.

Dun even get me started.

Sigh.

Whatevz~ went to town on friday afta school, needed to unwind.

Went to Hulucat with Alice, had some caramel pudding pearl milk tea and some green tea pumpkin seeds. Yes you heard. GREEN TEA PUMPKIN SEEDS AKA GREEN DEVILS.

I was so hungry but didn't really have much mood to eat. Alice wanted to try the goddamn seeds.

YES Thats me~ and yes i am fukin annoyed by the fact i even ordered that. But Alice was having fun with em. WHATEVZ! =s

Haha, after that went to watch Hellboy2 with Sam, Tom and Besann.
I dun know why, but i sdd found out that i dun really mix well with whites/kiwi's i dun really know??
Its the feeling of unfreedom of speech , where i can speak like who i really am. Like A FUKIN MALAYSIAN WITH ROJAK ENGLISH!

hehe~ hey~ ROJAK ENGLISH is GOOD! messy but TASTY! =D

Anyways, going to Auckland University open day later. Around 11 i guess, sigh.
So lazy, but den hey~ go and look see also not bad.

Hehe~

Yesterday/ this morning 2am plus was chatting with one of my best mates nick.
Change alot that guy.

I want to congratulate him coz he slim down so much *claps*...............*wisphers* kinda tot impossible neh =P ................HAHAHAHAHA just jk JK la ! chill ah~ RELAK! lol

My other best mate Ken. Eh , rowk la u! Nice outfit at the prom night.!!
Cheer up ah! I"m sure stuff will turn out OK.

Lol~

K la~~ i"m gonna make something to eat.

Hungry.

SEEE YUUUU

Mock Exams

2008-08-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

Yeah mock exams starting tomorrow.

Sigh a bit scared , but want to do (-o -')

Hmmmz , been studying chemistry lately, kinda getting more and more better at it.
I"ve thought about it and planna do stuff regarding chemistry or food next time.

Its kinda cool to think about it, you know working at a food company , say some cereal company. Get to try out or the kinds of cereals. Or say a chips company, lol~ i know, all i think about is food now. Hey, i"m a growing boy~ lol =S

Today decided to stay at home and study, but in the end only spent two hours studying and other times sleeping. Pathetic me ~~~~ =(

But whatevz , later do a bit more studying.

Been watching this movie/ show called robot chicken.

Its just like really random videos of dolls portraying our real life like celebrities and other movies and shit ITS AWESOME. !!

Its the funniest show ever man~ honestly check it out ! =]

Here's few of the many MANY videos...........

Anyways time check, its 05.45pm 27-08-2008 Wednesday.
Another 96 more days and i"m home free.

Been thinking about home this few days.

So the olympics ended, and china won.
No offense but that's total BULLSHIT.

Those cheating bastard, i don't get it, if you wanna win you play fair.
Why try so hard to win ay? To show off? To show your better?
Well if You CHEAT and FAKE you aren't exactly showing good sportmanship and hence only bring the whole nations reputation DOWN you SUCKERS.

Hey i know i"m chinese and damn well proud of it, but i"m not directly from china and don't give crap about what they say how good their country is.
Don't get me wrong, i have good china friends and i value them as friends but you can't judge people according to their nation right.

So yeah good china friends , bad china ! BOOOO!!

If you wanna win , you win fair you SUCKERS , otherwise you still LOSE .

ahem * clears throat*

other than that, congratulations .

=]

Probably been mixing too much with my taiwanese friends thats why became so hateful of china. Lol.

For most of you who know me , know that i still play DoTA.

DoTA IS NOT OUTDATED AND NEVER WILL BE.
Well at least for the next 2-3 years i think , ( =p )

DoTA has been constantly improving this past few years and its not outdated because a new map is out EVERY MONTH. So It AINT oudated.
-Peace out-

LOL~ The graphics of DoTA has been improved greatly and i dedicated 5 blank space of silence to appreaciate the dude who came out with this game.
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*bows*

Lol~

Well gotta get back to my studying now.
SIGH~

Catch ya later ay~ ^^

100 DAYS ................. still

2008-08-23T02:40:00.000-07:00

The countdown timer shows 100 days left for me to be able to go back to Malaysia.
Hehz happy

Time really goes by so fast .
Really fast.

Just finished Heroes Season 2 Today.
HOLY SHIT I HATE SYLAR!! >.<
That cunt bag~

GRRRR~!

Anyways LOVE IT! I wonder whether the season 3 is out yet.
Can't be bothered to look it up on the net with ma internet speed so slow .

GRRRR~!

SO bored today.
Came back home around 8am today , had some sleep till 12. Then just started watching heroes.

Wanted to do some studying actually >.<
Sigh~~

Exams next thursday d!! ARGGHH~~~ wish me luck @@

Went to have some drinks with my mates yesterday at a pub down by the docks.

Really classy place. REAL classy prices too~ but good lager beer and apple cider tho~! =]
But gotta admit CRAZY MEXICANS still Ow3d!!

Hehe~

Anyways lately kinda into techno again~ lol probably due to the fact that i haven't been clubbing in awhile.

LoL~ sigh gotta worry about exams first tho~ ==

Alright lets see, now studying chem, its not bad .
The hard one is physics! sigh~!

=(

Then its like today, haven't really talked or chat with anyone.

Everyone's like busy and ignoring me.
That's like what i normally do but whatever, ................. FUCK U

GRRR~!

ANGRY Darren! \ /

sigh........

i miss u _ _ _ _ _

dun club so much la~~ @@

get more rest later sick again nehz =(

Damn~

better get back to my studying.

sigh.

Morning Posto!!

2008-08-20T13:20:00.001-07:00

Yes its my first like morning post !! hehe =X

Not morning morning like 2 3 am but morning MORNING post like 8.28am! =D

Nothing to write actually and have like 5 minutes before going off to school.

=S

SO~ Lets see, 103 more days till going back! yay~~~!! HAPPY =]

next~

Friday DOTA night~ WOOHHOOOOO~ !!

=)

bTw~ i know DOTA is outdated and all ................
BUT I LOVE IT STILL~! HEHE~.

>3 minutes 11 seconds to go<

Yeeeaaaahh~ so school soon.

EXAMS ARGGGGHH~!!! F*** damnit.

only studied like a thinsy winny bitty~ damy~~~~ @@
#!@#@$

OK never mind cool down Darren *breathe*

>2 minutes 29 seconds <

HEROES ROCK!! >.<

Finished like season one in 3 days!! SUCCESS !! =]

nice nice nice~ totally rowks to the core, although i hate how some one as powerful as Slyar dies just like that~ Or he's probably not dead???? @@

NO SPOILER PLEASE.
OR I DIG UR BRAIN OUT~!

huhuhuhuu *jokes* ( ' o ' )

> 1 minute 03 seconds <

LAST MINUTE

gotta pack stuff la~!!

bye lorz !! ^^

COUNTDOWN

2008-08-17T02:59:00.000-07:00

Yes yes YES!

It is official, i will be coming back to Malaysia on the 2nd Of December . Hehe.
Yeah and considering its the 17th of Aug today, the countdown on my retuning has begun!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

105 days in counting----------

Yes~ But my exams are also on the countdown now
11 more days till practice exams.

82 more days till NCEA

105 more days till MALAYSIA

MERDEKA!!

MERDEKA!!

hehe =D

So yeah quite happy lately , as things have been going not bad, apart from me getting sick ==
Yes yes, i get sick all the time, don't know why . Hmmm must be because walking under the rain too much i guess =O

But anyways, will probably rest at home tomorrow to get better , because seriously like coughing a lot now. =(
Xin ku!!

But anyways still holding on. =)

Key ingredients that keep Darren alive now *
1. My mates here.
2. My uncle and Aunty Jane and family . (Thanks guys =] )
3. Hopes to go back to Malaysia and gather all my friends .
4. Training of DOTA to go back and beat the crap outta all the bitches in Malaysia , hahahahaha!
5. GOD!

Aight , so yeah thats the stuff keeping me alive now.

I kinda don't really know what to write these days cause my life hasn't really been too interesting lately i guess haha.

Yesterday went for life group dinner in town.
Was nice , had Ramen for dinner, (GOOD RAMEN =@ )
Met up with friends that haven't seen in awhile , and yeah was all good.
Although currently going more and more broke. ==
But was worth it =)

What else....................

Oh yeah~ haha. Brought most of my friends who never played or played very little DOTA to go all hardout now.
LoL~ iT'S a good feeling to see how one slowly grows in the path of DOTA, but haha still long way for them to go .
HEHE~ jia you guys!! ^^

What else.......................
hmmm~

Yeah i think that's about it, can't really think much when your ill i guess ==

Going off now.

WIsh me luck in my exams =O

^^

Life as it is now~

2008-08-10T02:32:00.000-07:00

Life.

Present.

Not bad.

Been taking life kinda easy these few days, probably too ez d ==

Yeah spent the night in ct on thursday, AGAIN.

==

i know i know, bad boy~
but hey!

i didn't go clubbing at least =p

Just train Xiao Hong and Xiao Rui's DOTA............ alamak............ * vomit blood*

but yeah better than nothing at least i"m starting to have friends here that actually play DOTA. LoL

That day saw on webcam Sarah's house with MJ, Ken, Sarah and Mark inside.
Making cookies, kinda make me miss being back last time where we all had tuition there.
Everytime sure would buy a packet of fried mushrooms, YUM! =D

But yeah , another 4 more months than can go back d. hehe =0
Can't wait..

Gotta book my plane tickets now which is bum, but yeah to get back home i will do it! hehe

Anyways been a slow but restful weekend for me, slept like A LOT, which felt really REALLY good.

Sigh.

Exams coming up like in 3 weeks time,
but no mood to study, like SOO lazy.
(>.<) Becoming more like a pig d. == Sigh. *Slaps* I GOTTA DO THIS! p(>. <'q) Hehe. Anyways heard a very touching and meaningful story today wanna share with you all. =)

A boy walked in to a pet store one day.

The shop owner came to him and asked : How can i help you son?

The boy said : Can i look at your puppies here? I don't have much only 2.27 dollars but i"m willing to pay to just look at the puppies.

Shop owner said : You can look at them for free son , smiled and went off to bring the puppies out of their cages.

The boy look at the puppies that were realeased on the floor, all lively and jumping about , then suddenly one puppy caught his eyes.

The puppy didn't jump or move much.

The boy instantly said to the shop owner : Thats the one i was looking for!

The shop owner said : You won't want that one, it has a hip socket without a bone and would be crippled for life.

The boy said : I"m sure i want that puppy, i will pay you 15cents a month until i pay the puppies price in full.

The shop owner said : Son you can have that one for free, but are you sure you want him? He won't be able to run and jump with you like where the other dogs would be able to.

The boy looked up to the shop owner and said : That's exactly why i want him.

The boy pulled up his left trousers which revealed a metal leg and said : At least this puppy won't be alone because i know how he feels and i can be there for him and understand his pain when everyone else doesn't.

@.@

AWWWWWWWWWW...

i was so =( when i heard it.

Oh and , true story =)

Vic's B'day

2008-08-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

02-08-2008

My mate Vic's 18th.

Bwahahahahah!

Good b'day!

=)

Woke up like around 7++

Was sooo tired but dun know why i would get up early ................... damn retarded body ==

OK so like got ready and went off to the city to meet up with Xiao Hong , Kyle and the birthday boy Vic .

Vic is a good mate of mine.
Taiwanese.
Long haired metal lover.
Creative and artsy guy.

CrAzY bastard.......................... guess that's why his one of my good mates. LoL! =O

lol anyways
Met up~ Went off to burger king to start off the day..

But not for me ........no......................

Because i had this for lunch!!

xD xD xD xD

WORLD BEST INSTANT PRAWN MEE NOODLES!!

It is toooo good that this section of my blog shall be dedicated to this wonderful creation of mankind.
Although it come in small proportions two packets should make up for a full meal. =]
The seasoning is awesome, but take care to not add too much water as it will make the soup less tasty.
But other than that .............. IT IS SIMPLY AWESOME!! =X
Best of all only cost 1.25$!!!! =O =O =O =O

MARI MARI MEE UNDANG MURAH!
BEST DI TOWN BELI BAGUS!
MAKAN SHIOK MACAM BUAT S**
MARI MARI MARI

xP

OK back to my Vic's Birthday~
After having awhile in burger king smelly bomb came.

Yes you heard me Smelly bomb a.k.a J B

Haha!

yEah he stinks, don't ask, he just does. =S

haha ok~ then after of to get tickets for....................................

YES!
BATMAN THE DARK KNIGHT!

AWESOME ><

Heath Ledger is legend in this movie man , LEGEND!
=o

His acting as joker is like SUPERB man! TOTALLY WORTH WATCHING 8.5/10
0.5 = Coz nothing is perfect
1.0= Heath Ledger is dead =(

But anyways! It was awesome! >< HEHE
iT was even awesome because we were watching it at iMAX theaters.

iMAX~ THE BIGGEST CINEMA IN THE WHOLE OF NEW ZEALAND.
and hell yeah it is BIG.

hehez~ it is so big i cannot even say its big!
I"LL SAY MASSIVE !

*ahem

since words cannot express ~

using my great artistic skills i shall illustrate*

ta da*!

Yes it is that huge and probably even bigger, coz the screen touched all the way down to the floor and i was sitting at the the front row seats which had to go up stairs to get up to.

IMAGINE THAT! =O

But yeah , an awesome movie , in an awesome cinema.
Good sound effects, and fuking big ass screen.
Was like if i looked straight only i would be looking at their feet only =S

SERIOUS!!

But all good!! Gonna watch it there again!! =D

After a good movie, J B a.k.a Smelly Bomb went off, so me and my good mates went off to have korean BBQ!

YUM YUM ! but fucking koreans...................... bloody increased the price to 20$ which makes it 40RM per person.

@#!*(&!

But it's Vic b'day and the food was good, so won't complain =/

HEH~!

After filling up our stomach with good korean bbq , start to go a biiittt crazy~

no prizes for guessing what that resembles =p

Anyways~ went off to HuLu cat to have some good old pearl milk tea, and boy is it GOOD!

Good food + good friends + good movie + GOOD pearl milk tea ---> Fuking satisfied Darren =]
It would better if there was booze =( but that would make me ----> Fuking satisfied insanely-perverted Darren == and i won't want that won't i....................... well for the time being =p BWAHAHAH!

Anyways~ off to bed now.

Remember to stay tuned to Exodus Blogs

Thank you for patronizing this blog =)

(' _ ')(-_-)(' _ ') Arigato~

and HEY.................

LETS PUT A SMILE ON THAT FACE!

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

Tired.....

2008-07-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

Phew~ Been a tiring week so far...

Must because of the major partying last weekend @@

Jing's and Jono's b'day on the same day~ But celebrating on separate days....... Damnym~~

@.@

Last Friday after school went to town straight to the Cyber Cafe for like an hour then went over to red lantern steamboat restaurant . Quite a big bunch of my mates went, like 14 of us~ Mostly China people and taiwan people and 1 Malaysian~ ==

But all good ,xD

gOOd food+ good mates+ good cakes = happy Darren =]

Anyways after having a good full meal, went over to play pool but was really full as it was a friday and was left with one table and 12 people, 2 others went off so left with us haha~
Anyways was really full so me , vic and kyle decided to go CC instead of wasting time there looking at em play pool, so off we went.......................walk walk walk.........

Played C&C 3 Tiberium there just to see the graphics and was like..................OMFGWTFBBQHSBS!! DAMN !

beauty man~ B-E-A-UTY...

@@

After like an hour or so, was called by Xiao Hong to go to Hulucat.

Yes Hulucat, one of me and my mates hangout spots now. Hehe.

It's a taiwan pearl milk tea shop. Well furnished and have the most awesome pearl milk teas!
Like egg pudding milk tea! MA FAVORTITE! its sooooooooooooo nice~ =X

hehez anyways after hanging out there for like an hour there with my mates it was time for some of my younger friends to go back home as there is no bus after 11.30pm so like was left with me, vic, kyle, jessica, jing, jason, xiao hong and xiao rui in the end.

Sat around and chatted and played and ate more cake till around 12.30 then it was...........

CLUBBING TIME*

hehe~

Went with Jing , Jessica and Xiao Hong to Magarita Club our usual club which we go like every so often, haha~ anyways didn't have anything to drink because i had to survive the party tommorow. ==

So just had fun dancing and engulfed in the loud music.
I swear, dancing can relax and clear your mind~ Esp when dancing in loud music~ hehe~

Danced till around like 3.30am then went off to the CC to find Vic, Kyle and Xiao Rui.
CoULDnt find anything to do there so decided to muck around the internet and found..........

Wall-E

OMG!!

GOOOOOD MOVIE!! =D =D =D

omg wall-e is soooo cute~ >< hehe ="p"><
Man the wind was blowing like sooo hard , if like Ji Ken were here he dun know fly till hawaii le~ haha!

But yeah it was cold but good thing Jono's house was nice and warm.
Was a nice party, not many people like around 18 people but was good, coz they were my good mates even thought i"m like the only asian there ==

Hehe, watched the Jackass movie at his place
Omg ! TOO GOOD! lOl, it's never been aired in Malaysia for god-knows what reasons..... ITS FREAKING AWESOME! TOO FUNNY! HAHAHAHAH

Then around like 12am when everyone left except me, Sam, Daniel, Tom and of course Jono it was...............

BOOOZE TIME*!!

hehe~

they had bought so much tequila's and shit but was SOOO GOOD!
after that went to bed like around 2am after going crazy with my mates.

woke up at about 5am got ready then went to the city again............. to do what??
GO CC~ ==

Yeah i know, my life now revolves around friends, boooze and CC's...==
Can't help it~ hehe~

But anyways played till like 2pm then went home, was totally wasted .
Got home, and straight slept till the next day. haha~

Then went to school on Monday and today ...

Was alright i guess.. hehe

Anyways going off now, wanna sleep.

Modded my desktop again.
Thanks for the info from Vic.

Check it out~

Start of school........

2008-07-23T03:38:00.000-07:00

21.07.2008. Monday . 8.45am .

End of winter holiday .

End of 2nd Term.

End of late mornings.

End of doing nothing.

End.

Sucks~ School has started, well it isn't that bad as it sounds but yeah~ kinda wish holi's were a bit more longer oi~ dang'it.

First day at school after so long,
it was hard i tell you.

I had to recall how to write.
Had to remember equations and formulas.
Man tough as~

Holiday's kinda act as a mental retardation to me.
Like after holidays i"m like ~daaaaaauuuuuuuhhhhhhh~~~

=X

But anyways, was nice to see my friends after two weeks,
not much change i guess.. hehez

The second day of school i didn't wanna go, coooozzz of the RAIN.
I gotta walk like 30 minutes to get to school and if it rains.............

............................I"ll be swearing all the way.

So~~~ stayed at home and slept and played C&C.

YES C&C i can finally play it!! bwahahahahah!!

Good game, cept the fact that i can only play it under low graphics conditions to obtain max performance which kinda sucks but all good.

hehez

3rd day of school which is today.........

It was raining but then i had to go otherwise i might get a detention.
So waited for the rain to stop a little.

Then began on my long and tracherous journey.................

The weather in Auckland ...........................
can only be described not i english but in hokkien.
The weather in Auckland very Jibai..............

I did my hair today like wax and shit.
So t'was looking good i"m not afraid to say so myself =P

So out the door i went~
Good, no rain.

But............after like 5 minutes of walking, the wind started blowing strongly.
Totally messed up my hair~ grrrrr!

Nevermind, it's just hair.

After the total destruction of my image, rain started pouring heavily.
Grrrr!! Soaked and wet started to swear a bit, but thought to myself, hey~~~ i"ve had worse.

Soon after hey..............no more wind and rain.
COOL~!

Sun came out, and the intense heat started to turn me even more darker.
Grr!! but at least it's not raining anymore and no more wind .......................................

*RAIN POURS HEAVILY* *WIND BLOWS STRONGLY*

...............................and the sun keeps shining...........................

*middle finger to the sky*

not god,

but the weather...

Yeeeaaaaapppp~ by the time i got to school, i was totally drenched , shivering and darker than before......................

=/

Damn weather~

If it's like that tommorow the hell am i going.............!!

x(

Hehe~

On the lighter side............

It's gonna be a partying weekend for me, Friday night fever for Jing's b'day, Saturday night high with Jono's and Sunday at HTC.

Mehz~ CAN'T WAIT!! HAHAHA xD

On the darker side.....

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$=byebye

T.T

But all good i guess, sighz.

Haha now off ta bed, school tommorow~

Please dun rain tommorow sky~
God help me &.&

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAmen.

End of the holidays.

2008-07-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

Yes as the title goes, it is the END of the holidays. =(
Its been a good one i guess, even though my wallet hurts like hell now........... haha but all good.

-A summary of the things i did this holiday-

1. Crazy overnighter at Xiao Hong's place (video is located in one of the posts ; new video will be out soon . =] )
2. Snowboarding at Mt .Reupehu. ( fun fun FUN! xD )
3. Out to celebrate Kyle's birthday. ( All laughed and teased him so badly because of his failure to get the girl of his so called "yuan fen" . Hahahahaha )
4. Overnighter at HTC. (Kinda lame , 12 people were said to go, in the end only seven came including me and Vic, total waste of time , sleep , money)
5. Fixed Jason's printer and bought snacks and stuff.
6. Read the book " If this is man" ( A sad and true story of the victims of the Holocaust)
7. Constant sleeping when able.
8. Watching movies .
9. Brooding over the days left of my holiday................. =O

Yups~ there's more actually to what i did like , eat , drinking, going out etc. but this is the more main stuff that i did. hehez.

Well yes it has been a very good holiday i gotta admit hehe, a lot of resting up was done, but shit now school's gonna start and its gonna be rough coz its the exam term! SHIT, i haven't even touched any of my books! ahh!!! DEAD.

R.I.P

DARREN TAN
09.01.1990 - 21.7.2008

GOD REST HIS SOUL

=( SIghz~ sooooo dead~
I"ll figure something out eventually! hahahahaah!
Well~ throughout the coming ends of this holiday i"ve been thinking much of somethings.
First off all,
It's kinda weird, when i was were i used to be, my relationship with a some people weren't that good.
However after leaving for here, stuff started to become better.

It's kinda weird feeling of is this a bad thing or a good thing?
LoL~ Who knows i guess.

Yeah~ and this person mainly is apple.
=]

Well yeah~ most of you guys would know that she's my ex.

Well, yeah one of the few ==

Ahem~ Stuff ended on a bad note between me and her, and i guess its only now that stuff started to become better.

Ironically, its after i left for here that stuff only became better.

haha~ that's how life is i guess, it moves in unexpected ways.

I dugged up my ooooold blog too,
read it through and ONE thing came to my mind............

THE FUCK IS UP WITH THE EMO'ING!

Yeah~ like totally.
Guess i"ve changed kinda alot since coming here.
I think its a good change, well at least thats what i think =)
I think i"ve become less of an emo , thats one~ hehe! xD
and i"ve started to not really like black, coz that kinda associates with the emo's here... which is , depressing to look at. haha

Yeah~ i"m starting to detest emo people.
I feel people who emo a lot are childish.
why?

Emo people are emo because ..............

They are seeking attention because they get little.

They cannot handle they feelings and emotions as an adult.

They do not understand the meaning of move along
.

AND THE WORST OF ALL

They make you feel emo just being around them.

Do not know why i"m talking about this , haha probably this is my renewed sense of purpose in life! To counsel and destroy emo'ism! hahahahaha

And another thing,
Most of you have seen the photo of me on my blog .
(If you haven't .......................please consult your local optometrist , because YOU are BLIND.)
hahahahaha xD

Anyways, apparently hair like mine is considered emo by SOME white people here and SOME asians who have lived here their whole life and not been exposed to the asian fasion world.

I OBJECT TO MY HAIRSTYLE BEING EMO!
I"M NOT EMO!

I"M FUCKING ASIAN!!
*middle finger*

Ahh that feels so much better having said that.
hehe xp

So yeah~ school's starting on monday, and gotta get to more sleep! hehe xD
siGhz~

anyways....................... i have no idea why~ but

I feel more alive after the snowboarding trip.........

Must be the ice i hit my head against.............. =S

haha~

SNOWBOARDING!

2008-07-13T21:54:00.000-07:00

WOHOOO~!!
I"m back yo~
Not from skiing , no..............
FROM SNOWBOARDING!
HAHAHAHAHAHA AWESOME!

OK ,
Woke up at around 3 am, damn was so sleepy good thing i set 3 alarms, phone 2 times, and watch.
Barely managed to wake up.

Took about 5 hours just to reach there, but oooooo boy ................

Beauty isnt it?

More coming up....
=P

This Mountain is called Mt. Reupehu in Fakapapa.
.
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Yes i know the names sound wrong
.
Mt. Rape-a-who in Fack-a-papa.
=. =

Maori names~

haha

On first reaching, dang~ i almost just froze completely!
So fuckin cold!
Was around like 2- 3 degrees and i was just wearing a shirt and track pants.
My cute cousin Rei who was totally prepared with 4 layers of clothes said : It's not cold, its so warm!
==
Haha, but anyways, off to hiring gear and stuff,
At first thought ok i"m going skiing..........
Den 1 guy with a snowboard past, another with a cool snowboard past,
a whole group with cool huge snowboards.
Then a whole group of old people and kids with skiis.........

Then i knew my calling.................

*HALLELUYA~*

NOW I"M A GUY WITH A COOL SNOWBOARD!
BWAHAHAHAHAHAAH...
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.
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wait i dun know how to snowboard~
= =

Never mind........ i"ll try, here goes...... 1,2,3...

WAHOOOOOO.............!!
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*GRAPHIC CONTENT*

Hehe , so went to snowboard school. Was bout 2 hours, but hey!
After two hours, I CAN SNOWBOARD! HAHAHAHAAH
not pro..................BUT I CAN! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAhahaha...*ugh*

YUP~ BEAUTIFUL~ I KNOW~
xD

Hehe met some people from HK and Malaysia there too, all in the same snowboard noob class haha, but good fun!
Fell down so many times at first, but soon got better and finally was able to snow board down the slope with no problems! hahaha nice man the velocity! hehe

After like around 4 pm went back to the chalet and i found that i can't move my both arms coz i had used them too much to break at the start of the lessons and my waist and hands were bleeding coz i took of my gloves and snowboarded for a while and had fell down and scraped it ,
FUCKING PAINFUL! =O

But all good~ hehe =)
Worth it......

The next day went to the farm , my uncle wanted to bring my cute cousin Rei there, hehe.
So cute la the animals there and farmer Rei haha!

mmmEEEHHH~gGGiiVVee Usss FFoooDDD

no! dun eat the bucket!

Check out my crip yo!

Hehe xD

After that jiu go back home le~ soooooooo damn tired now~ body aching over! But wish i could have snowboarded and play with Rei for few more days, haha oh well~mORe pics can be found

right over there >>>>>>>>>>>

Go to the *CLICK CLICK * and go to photo albums, hehe

GO check it out xD

well back to more sleeping and living like pig now~

SNORT SNORT
-PIG OUT-

New Desktop~

2008-07-12T01:14:00.000-07:00

Huhu~
Lately too free d go and mod desktop , huhu
=D

Rocket docks and google sidebar and a kickass wallpaper! hahahahaha

Seriously i"m just too bored~
zz

BUT DO NOT FEAR! CAPTAIN SKI IS HERE!
BWAHAHAHhaaha~ *cough*

Ugh~
Later going to Taupo at about 4 am ,
zz totally dun know how i"m gonna wake up or stay up till that time, haha.
But anyways looking forward! hehe~

Now its winter, and its the holidays , in fact the last week for holi =(
But yeah lately after coming back from Xiao Hong's wus at home for the past 2-3 days, sleeping and OMG EATING LIKE A PIG ><
ARgh~ just can't stop, its the bloody cold weather making me eat and eat! agh!!
!@!#*&!

Damnit, just finished dina and a quater of chips and i"m still hungry! argh SNORT SNORT!
DANG~~!

Anyways end here, will come back with photo's from my trip and the sequel to the Video of the overnighter at my frenz too~ hehez

-end-

Video Footage!

2008-07-09T20:53:00.000-07:00

This is the video of the overnighter at my mates place.

Done by Vic.

Enjoy it =D

Winter Holiday .

2008-07-09T02:27:00.000-07:00

Hehez

Finally back home~ Phew........
Was at my mate Xiao Hong's place for 3 days with 4 other good friends.

Fun fun fun~
LoL.

but probably considered geeky fun as we were mostly just eating and playing stuff, battlefield 2 mostly. . . hehe =D

Eating was also want of the main things that we did while at Xiao Hong's place. hahahahaha finally i have regained my position as the second- largest eater! bwahahahaha! xD
Sobz can never win that bastard Xiao Hong, he has a black hole for a stomach.
But good food man! phew steamboat! yum! haha

Loads of food
Loads of beer
And just enjoying the company of good friends.

Here's some photo's......... hehez

Yes thats me.
Apparently i lost .
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Got squashed by my mate's tank while i was hitching a ride.
=.=

Random photo of me and Kyle while preparing for dina...

Master Chef Xiao Hong preparing the ingredients for the steamboat.

MMMMM~ YUMMY~

YUM YUM YUM~

Look at them
3 guys googling at the screen in that way.
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.
.
must be porn =P

Net cafe.

Yeap, thats the photo's from day 1 and 2 ,
haha~

There were so many laptops that his house became a cyber cafe. lol
But noooo DOTA for a change which was cool.
Hehez.

Battlefield is actually quite a fun game if you play it with a few friends.
It's more............... funnier. haha

On day 3 we went to watch Kung Fu Panda.

ITS A FREAKING AWESOME MOVIE!

LoL , its my second time watching it d and i still love it.
haha.

But kinda like overspent my budget =X
but anyways all good, had a lot of fun. XD

So now back home d,
kinda back to the normal mood.
Was sooo high when was at Xiao Hong's.
Must've been the booze haha.

Had a lot of time so was playing diablo 2 . .
DAMN I HATE THE BOSS DIABLO!
Died like 10 times just to bloodily kill him!
grr >< Then had time still so decided to further improve my desktop visuals which i am very proud of hehe =D Man~ i love the holidays~ Gonna sleep soon, hehe can sleep in! wooohhoooo!

Geek Mania!

2008-07-02T02:58:00.000-07:00

HAHA , turning more and more into a geek i think. Or probably i''ve always been one "~"

LoL, today was awesome, i have study for the second period of school and a late start on wednesday so i only gotta get to school by 11.30. Which gives me loads of time. Today went the the city in the morning. Went ta CC. HAHA! SEE Geek! xD

Hehe but anyways was playing COD4 with Jono and Sam.
Man~ totally got own. But i think i"m starting to like that game. It's kinda like CS, with way better graphics, gun enhancements, air strikes, killing sprees, and and different gun classes. And the best thing. NO HP. so its like one fatal hit and your dead. So yeah~ it is kinda cool~ lol Contridicting myself yet again~~~ =X

LoL , we're planing to do a overnighter at the CC one day in the holidays and play that game and age of empires . LoL a bit crazy and over but i actually might say yes and go LoL! I"m being geek-a-fied by them! xO

LoL, on the other hand ...............................2 MORE FUKIN DAYS TILL HOLI! WOOOOOOOOOOO~~

Hehe~ Now every one's starting to get all excited to go to the school ball. I was thinking about going for it, but decided not to as all my good mates aint going. Well yeah their not really the dancing type people, but i sure won't be seen no where without me mates! hehe xD
Anyways~ Theme of the ball this year is God's and Goddess.

Gay~ totally. . . I was like *Global hand sign* WTF.
Hehe but to think of it, if all my chinese friends and white friends aren't going, why the fuck should i fucking go? The people who would be going would be either brown people or white people and a very very, very few chinese. Actually probably 4or 5 lol. So yeah, i"ll be clubbing the night away on that day! hehe~

Will be going to go mountain trekking with me uncle on the second week of holi. Mount Waipahu . SOOO EXCITED! man~ i used to hate these shit, its sooo elderly and like boring, but now i think i"ve kinda changed into the scenery loving person.. . haha yeah i know , i sound like some 76 year old man going about how he loves the great outdoors and singing ' Lets talk about the birds and the bees and......................." *punch* ............oh for fucks sake........... Ahem so yeah, I"m gonna go skiing!!!! woooooooohoooooooooo xD YEAH! looking forward to that. HUHU~ NIN NIN NIN!~

Yeah getting all high coz of the holi~ teehee~ =D

But yeah 2 more days! hahahahaahaha

Hehe dun know why ~ but today i"m feeling all random and shit.

Here's a random photo i found.....

NINJA! WHOOSH!

LoL.... YES I KNOW, LAME AS PHOTO.

no more d la.

bye la.

SIMPSON DARREN

end. =P

LOSING CONTROL!

2008-06-28T20:41:00.000-07:00

Two decades have passed since the demonic denizens, Diablo, Mephisto, and Baal, wandered the world of Sanctuary in a vicious rampage to shackle humanity into unholy slavery. Yet for those who battled the Prime Evils directly, the memory fades slowly and the wounds of the soul still burn.

.

When Deckard Cain returns to the ruins of Tristram's Cathedral seeking clues to new stirrings of evil, a comet from the heavens strikes the very ground where Diablo once entered the world. The comet carries a dark omen in its fiery being and it calls the heroes of Sanctuary to defend the mortal world against the rising powers of the Burning Hells – and even the failing luminaries of the High Heavens itself. . . . . .

OMG !

OMG ! DIABLO III IS ANNOUNCED THE NEXT GAME BY BLIZZARD SOFT. OMG!!

I"M LOSING IT !! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

*punch*

............................yes i have regain cc-cC-CCONTROL! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

*punch and smack down*

...........................ouch~

YES ! DIABLO 3 Is the next game! omg diablo 2 was like so cooool d, one of the best games EVER! Now Diablo 3? Omg , i"m losing it!
Makes me wanna play diablo 2 all over again man~ phew, i"m gonna hunt that disc down!
Owners of Diablo 2 disc beware!

-----------WARNING----------
**DIABLO FANATIC ON THE LOOSE**

ahhhhhhhh~ it's too much for this innocent little cute boy to take! TOO MUCH! ahahahahaahahaha! (@. @')

OK, alright, cool down Darren, breathe.............INHALE.............................................EXHALE............

Went to watch Kung Fu Panda on Friday.
LOL! good movie! 10 POINTS yet again! hehez!

Don't make me use my WUXI FINGER !

LoL, awesome movie, go watch it people!

Mmhz, went with Sam and gang to watch it, i went kinda late as i had to wait for the bus, the guys were already on to the 4-5th bottle and i only had one as all the rest had been down the throat.... So the majority of us were mostly drunk... You do not want to be near us when we are drunk....

Haha!

Almost got caught by a security guard as i was smearing the wall of a sex shop with muffin's.
haha........ hey! I"m doing something for the community k? Sex shops . Bad for kids. Was just covering up some censored stuff. See GOOD CITIZEN! Hehe! XD

LoL! whatelse...........mmhz~

OH! People who are reading this blog, please go listen to a song remixed by one of my best mate Kenneth. Check his blog and the song he remix out. IT'S THE BOMB! His link is somewhere >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> THERE.

HEHE~

Yes! Holidays next week! YAHHOOOOOOO! Gonna go over to Xiao Hong's place to bunk for a few nights. HAHAHA DRINKING PARTY! YEAH!
Finally i can go and get drunk in peace ! xD

Movies movies! AHHH SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME! hehe~
Wall-e, Handcock, Get smart, Don't mess with the Zohan! Omg so many to see, hehe gonna go watch all of em . OH and THE HULK ! HULK SMASH!! *GRR
Xp

All this fun...................................... BUT I HAVE A MATHS INTERNAL ON THURS!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH~
JUST REMEMBERD!

AAAAA

STUDY TIME~

xD

end

Friends .

2008-06-26T18:05:00.001-07:00

HAHAHAHAAH

WAGGED SCHOOL YET AGAIN ! !

Lol, i"m gonna suffer so bad in my education now. hehe . Didn't go to school again xP

Neways just felt like posting some photo's of my friends and stuff in Jb.

Here goes. . . . .

AKATSUKI

-MEMBERS-
From left Emma aka sha bai kia, Tyrone aka Naive boy, Tian Hao aka Skydog, Teh aka Pretty women with misai, Nick aka Self -proclaimed- Jay Chou/ Nickyboy ,Diong aka pranksta/ Jiraya-sama / Hacker guru, Me , Ken aka Scout-zai / KenneT/ 4th

-BACKGROUND-
Ungku Musin basketball court.
The place where friendship ,fun and food is found.
This is where i used to play basketball every Saturday for 4- 5 years with this bunch of good friends.

I"ll never forget this place and these friends.
=]

Next. . . . .

UNGKU MUSIN GAN LAO MIAN
-DESCRIPTION-
This is what we used to have every Saturday morning after basketball.
Gan Lao Mian of Ungku Musin.
Humble dish which the AKATSUKI love.

-USES-
Replenishes chakra of the AKATSUKI.

Mmhz ran out of nice photo's to put on =/

Usually after Gan lao mian we would go to the indian store next door to drink teh-ais/teh limao ais/ teh-o-ais limao/milo ais and sometimes teh-o-ais limao tak mahu teh and limao.

Hahah miss JB man~
I"m going back DEC!
WAIT FOR ME GUYS I KNOW YOU MISS ME ALOT!!
BWAHAHAHAHA xP

end.

Laze .

2008-06-25T22:42:00.000-07:00

Weather cold.

Darren cold.

Darren lazy.

Darren wag.

WAG-O-MANIA!

Yes it is cold cold cold, the weather will not change no matter how many times i say it on my blog but yes. COLD is in town.

Seriously its making me soooooo lazy, totally don't feel like going to school. Gotta walk to school some more, very lazy neh~
sighz

School.
I"m seriously not getting chemistry and physics.
Its so hard ! ><

But i think it's probably due to me being to lazy to study for it hehe.
But can't be fuck actually, blame it on the weather.

8 more days till holi............
Yay!!

bwahahahahahaahahahaha today very bored neh~ don't know want write what but just feel like blogging.
Mmhz~

Oh~!
Lets talk about lazy people and hardworking people.

Lazy people are the opposite of hardworking people.

Lazy people love having nothing to do, while hardworking people do the things they need to do regardless of liking.

Lazy people will not do anything to hard and time consuming, hardworking people don't know time.

Lazy people are despised by hardworking people, hardworking people don't even register in lazy people's mind because their too lazy to think about such things.

Lazy people like things that come easy to them, hardworking people do not care about like.

Lazy people have a longer life span, hardworking people not so long.

So is it good to be lazy or hardworking?

hahahahahahahaahahaha lame blog i know! don't read it then!
But you already finished it d! hehe xD

Alright i"ll write a poem about today's topic.

Lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy,
Waking up feeling all dazzy.

Get up you lazy bum!
Wake up! Wake up! Or i"ll go call mum!
Have some gum , have a bun!
To keep you up and on the run!

Alright! alright ! I"m getting up.
Geez would you please sit down and just shut up?

Being lazy ain't wrong.
You didn't have to wake me using that gong.
I just wanted to have a longer sleep,
i would've woken up if one of the 5 alarms beeped.

Lazy people don't really like to care.
Even if it's a life and death dare.
Their just too lazy to be bothered,
even if it's their brother who's about to be clobbered.

Lazy people just love doing nothing.
And just hate to be working.
Except maybe if it is smoking.
Or probably if it is cooking.

Alas, this is where this lame poem will end,
because it is not really in high demand.
A poem of being lazy,
in a world which is hard to live like a daisy.

Thus, it isn't good to be lazy,
but it isn't good either to work till your crazy.

=E.x.Z=
Up and coming lame poet.

=.=

Cold .

2008-06-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

Winter.

It makes me happy as the winter holidays is coming.

It makes me sad that i won't be able to see some of my friends for two weeks.

It makes me excited because i"m gonna go mountain trekking.

But most of all,

IT MAKES ME COLD!

....................damym~ its so freaking cold now, and its gonna get colder.
Temperature check : 10 degrees

Its gonna get colder tonight. ><

Damym~

I was shocked yesterday when i heard the sound of stones hitting my window.
There was a hail storm last night and probably every night from now on.
Its kinda cool as its my first time experiencing this.
But sure as heck won't wanna be outside when the storm occurs.
The size of the hail was like raisins, but combined with the velocity. . . . .SPEEDO RAISIN!
Won't wanna kena hit by that~ =/

Since the weather is becoming more and more colder , i've decided to keep my hair longer, to keep my face warm xD

Back in Malaysia i think it would be dumb to keep long hair as the weather is @!#@#
But here its cold so yeah~ he he.
Also there's no bloody-fucking-fat-ass-puan-gan-bitch to destroy my hair so hehehehehe

Damn , Puan Gan.
I wonder how that fatso is doing.
Probably working for shell now.
Running low on her body oil.
No wonder the oil price went up!!

Man i"m a genius~ =P

Mmhz. . .

I miss JB.
Miss my family.
Miss my friends.
Miss my house.
Miss my taman.
Miss the cinema's.
Miss the food.
Miss ocean net cafe.
Sigh~

I mean shit is great here, but there' s no place like home you know.
But this is gonna be my home.
Sigh.

But i"m thankful for my mates here.
You guys are the one's keeping me alive.
xD

Thanks guys.

Man this cold weather............ i seriously wanna eat gan lao mian big bowl with sambal~
Yum~~

I think that's wanna of the best dishes in JB.
Humble store next to a temple basketball court.
Gan lao mian store.
Go for it.
haha.

Man the crazy times at that store.

Teh, tyrone, nick, ken, diong, emma, skydog.
Miss that bunch of assholes.

==

Im like missing everything today haha.
I even miss my pillow back in Malaysia!
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hehe. neways, end here. blog tommorow.

Rain .

2008-06-23T21:57:00.000-07:00

IT IS FF-FF-FFF-FFFREEEZING!

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Man the rain today~
God must've had too much to drink yesterday.
HAHAHA

*no offence god*

Ahem~
Yes this is the weather man reporting and there's nothing but rain rain rain..........

*punch*
' I"m not blind u dumbass"

Raining in Malaysia is alright, it's cooling , its refreshing.
Raining in Auckland in Winter where the temperature is bloody 10 degrees already making it to 8-5 degrees.............. That is f***ing not cooling!

I"m wearing a shirt , a jumper, socks, heater on, drinking coffee, in my blanket. .................AND ITS STILL COLD! ><

cold cold cold~ yes

but mmhz i feel like ice cream........................ xD
*slaps own face*

.................Bleueuck~

mmhz~ wanna talk about emo's today.

*classical music plays~*

==-=emo people=-==

Definition. People who cannot take the reality and truth of the world and succumb to living in despair and self torturement.

Appearance. Full body of black , full colour of rainbow on their hairs, and body piecing.

Cause . Devastation towards some emotional situation at some point of life and could not walk out of it. . . . . . . . . . . . .or plain born emo .

Treatment.
.
.
.
.
Beat the crap out of em.

Seriously, it is human to be emotional and sad at some point of life.
But we as humans need to move on and stop brooding over our problems .
I just wanna say this hoping that it may help any individual who is brooding and moarning and emo'ing over some god-forbid stituation/person/animal.

Seriously.. get over it.
Don't result to self torture.
You crazy bastard, you feeling hurt, you feeling down. .
Don't take your emotions on your self and inflict the despair onto the very vessals that carry the soul. . Take it out somewhere else man. . . .
Like you know. . . . . . . . . .DOTA.

Move along bro/sis. move along.
Some guy/gal dump you, find some one else because YOU are worth more than that.
Bad results. Move along. YOU can do better next time.

Sure it takes time, but slowly. Find stuff to do you know, occupy yourself.
And most of all, LOVE YOURSELF. . . .

Yes ,i know i love myself.

Yes , i know i love myself alot.....

Yes......... i know i have alot of photo's of myself. . .

Yes..........i ..............WOULD YOU SHUT UP??! *beats up*

Ahem~

So yeah~ cherish yourself. coz if you dun love yourself, you can't truly love somebody else.
And stay happy dun go emo . Be sad, but not emo. Moan about it for 2 weeks max, get over it, move on.

So yeah~ stay happy always .

Happy . ^^
Emo . X

High .

2008-06-22T21:24:00.000-07:00

Olla blog~

This sure was a crazy weekend. xO
On Sat went out about at 1pm plus to the city with my mates.
Bought a freaking ass cool RBK jumper~ love it! ><
it has a high collar that kinda looks like Sasuke's first outfit. Damn cool!

Afta that went to the CC for awhile, to try and download some movies from the pc's there. haha, FALIED.

then afta that went for dina at burger king. Had an XL quad stacker burger. TOO GOOD! omg its like so nice! >< that so gonna be my favorite now. xD

Went for pool afta that, won a few games , lost.........many games T.T

Then afta that went clubbing. Went about at 10pm.

Dumb idea, totally empty.

Waited till 12pm

HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Went crazy man, there's sooooooooo many chinese hot chicks there! TOOO MANY~
Went crazy dancing with them , phew man~ that ass.................. >< !!
but damn high one la , hot chicks, loud music, and dancing away. Phew, HIGH!

I LOVE ASIAN CLUBS IN AUCKLAND!

hahahaha i know i sound like a pervert.
Drank like a few bottles only didnt wanna get too drunk i still had to catch the morning bus coz there's no busses there at midnight.

Lol danced till around 3am plus,
my gurl mate said she wanted to go to another club.
I said' what club?'
She said ' a cool club'
I said ' cooool~ , a lotta hot chicks?'
She said ' no a lot of hot guys.
I said ' wtf? what kinda cool club is that if there's no hot chicks.
She said ' A gay club '

*MASSIVE HAND SIGN* W_T_F

Kayzzz fine so we went there, was lining up.
Me looking at the crowd, *shakes head*

1. Too many angmo
2. Too many drunks outside
3. Too many gays.

I just wanted to puke . totally disgusting place .

I hate gays

SO

FUCK OFF IF YOUR GAY !
..............bloody losers.

OK back to my night in town.

Auckland is a seriously dangerous place to be at night on a weekend.
A lotta drunks, a lotta of crazy drunks.
Its a dangerous place for any asian individual walking alone at night.
Good thing i was with my mates on that day.

Angmos................sheesh~
I"ll come back to this later.

OK so we went off from the gay club coz i seriously didnt want to be within a mile of that area.
So we went ova to the CC to play games and sleep, lol as we cud not go home.
Caught the train which was around 7am. went home , showered and went ta church.
SEE so holy =P

mmhz afta that came back and slept till next day haha too tired d >.<

Music .

2008-06-18T03:06:00.000-07:00

First off,
Thank you Vic for introducing metal into my life.

Why do i say this?
Well because lately i wonder, why do most of the chinese songs (taiwanese, and others) sing mostly about love and break ups?
Whereas compared to the western society, music is more diverse and stuff. You know they do sing alot of love songs, but not THAT much compared to taiwanese and china singers and shit.

I"m not saying it's not good, i"m just curious. .
Is it because we chinese fall in love too often?
Is it because we take relationships seriously compared to the westeners?
Or is it because we can"t sing no other shit?
lol

It's a funny topic actually.

Well for me at least.

Mmhz~ and also, i came to realised that the chinese singers are more individualistic in contrast to euro western singers. Why is that so?
It's weird actually, it says alot about the difference between the chinese and the westerners.

So coming back to what i wanna say,
Metal.

Its awesome.

Well not that kind of @#$!% metal, but for me i now like symphonic metal. Nightwish, korn and others. Its not as heavy but its nice.
Breakups

If you listen to chinese love songs , (you know like *break up happy* direct translated)
you'll feel more shittier, but if you listen to metal........

whoa! yeah you get the energy to move on and have that flame in yourself again.
So rather than getting depressed and listening to chinese soppy love songs when your down, listen to metal. WOOHOO!

You'll feel more alive. Lol

The power of music.

Memories .

2008-06-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

Memories.

Some memories are meant to stay as they are i guess.

Sweet memories.

Bad memories.

Just as they are. . . . memories.

I think if we try and dig and burrow more into the reality of things and situations as they are the nice memories which once was would be tarnished?The image of some one or something which was in your mind , a beautiful memory, probably would be destroyed if we tried to bring it back into reality.

Do you agree?

So i guess after some thought and further encouragement from my love-sick mates, i think it truly is time to let go. I think it is truly impossible between me and her d. My memory of her ,a sweet and beautiful memory would soon be destroy into fragments of reality if i continue this on, as she has changed. Changed . . . .

Ha ha.

It just makes me laugh at myself when i see how fast my feelings and mood changes sometimes. Decisions which some times feel more like a burst of enthusiasm . But decisions do have its time when it is truly what it is sometimes. For me.

I guess that's that then, me being all sick now , fever , cough , cold. Feeling bloody dead now, but still alive. As this is a new beginning for me. Again. .= =

Ha ha

Most people would class me of as a flirt, a cassanova, a jerk , when they hear the amounts of ex girlfriends i have. Let me ask you this. Is finding true love a flirt?Is being dumped a jerk? Is constantly searching a casanova?

I don't know. . . but all i know is i am waiting for that somebody to appear in my life. Some one who wouldn't leave me out of dumb reasons such as not having the right kind of feelings for me. Some one who would stand by me when i most need her. Some one who i can truly love.

It's not wrong to dream . right?

But yeah. . i do dream a lot. Hope that dream comes true soon. .

Until then i guess, all that has past will all just be a beautiful memory, forgetting the bad one's , treasuring the beautiful one's. Guess life is that. Learning from mistakes and building up on the good memories one has. It can truly bring about much will to live and strive.

Thus, ends my post.

Lastly,

Minran,

Short was our time together, but i was happy.
Long was my time of waiting, but i was willing.
So now,i know my chance was none, but i will continue living.
Thank you for showing me that just having heart to do somethings may not always mean success.
So yeah, you were my girlfriend before, now friend. friend.
Forever just friend.

The new and improved Darren. Moving on~ =)

Thought.

2008-06-12T04:32:00.000-07:00

Damn shouldn't have drank that coffee, can't sleep now. zz
Dumbshit me~ ><

Bloody hell, if can't sleep means my brain is too active.
When my brain is active, i start to think.
When i start to think, all i think of is her.

God i miss her so much now, wish she could just come back to me, sighz.

I wonder why girls hurt guys so much?
My mates are getting hurt, I"m getting hurt, most of my guy friends seem to be facing some problems with girls.

Is it wrong for us to put a 100% devotion and love in you girls? Why do you girls always just take that for granted and hurt us? Is it that fun? Is it enjoyable? Sigh

Sometimes we guys work our ass off just to please you girls, you all just don't know.
Guys are human too you know.

Sigh, fucking shit.

This totally sucks.

Please try to understand girls.

Look at the guys who have heart and not just the looks aight?
Fucking, it ain't easy for us to put our heart out into the open alright.
Its hard, and once we do it its totally left to either be safe kept , or smash to a billion pieces.

I know some guys are jerks and all , playing with people's feelings.
I used to be that jerk, once.
But i"ve changed, so this probably is my retribution?

I don't know.

Probably i deserve it,
But i know many of my friends who are good guys, just fucking get hurt so badly by the female race. Shit it just totally pains me you know.

When will guys stop hurting girls, and girls stop hurting guys?
Sigh. . .

Please girls. . . .
Please don't hurt us anymore. . .
=(

Rose.

2008-06-11T21:30:00.000-07:00

Sigh =(
Totally feel like shit now.

Today saw my ex dancing for the multicultural dance.

HOLY SHIT!!

She in her cheongsam.....................DAMN!!!! .......fuckkkkinng pretty!!!She's pretty enuf d, some more put on the cheongsam............ PERFECT! shit she was like so awesome i was like howling like a wolf out there.

Ha ha but she is more just like a rose i guess.

A rose,
Beautiful to gaze ,
But forbidden to touch.

I guess now even if i continue to wait for the chance or go for her again, chances would be quite low .

A rose.
A rose indeed.

==Loveless==

My friend, the fates are cruel

There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Genesis .

2008-06-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

Shashi mureida blog , long time no blog.

why?

Time i guess, or perhaps just lazy. . .

Well i first start off blogging a few years back due to extreme emotions boiled up in my heart due to one of mi relationship gone wrong.

So, why am i back?

Well perhaps due to yet ANOTHER relationship which went wrong. . ( Cheers ) *yay*

I seriously think i"m not bloody cut out for relationships, but i still go for it anyway.
Love the company you know. . .those that don't too bad for ya, you should try it.

Anyways, let me be selfish and talk about myself now OK?
Not happy ? Fuck off lu .

OK, so now i"m in New Zealand for almost half a year, time sure flies . . sigh
Miss my mates in Malaysia! You guys rock on !

Hmm~ Made some good friends here, all the china , taiwan and of coz angmo's.

Angmo's here not bad la, their quite nice. Made some good friends with them, but one group of them turn out to be like my DOTA gang back in Malaysia. == Everyday ask me go CC.

I dun mind actually, but its not DOTA we play. . .
Its Call of duty. .

Those that are fans of that good for ya, but for me hey.
Total crap.

But anyway i just humor them and play with them since their my mates.

China and taiwan mates are the closest to me. Its nice hanging out with them tho, even tho sometimes they talk too loud i"m embarresed to be beside them, but gradually grew into them and became an amp myself. Lol.

More about New Zealand. . .

Not bad laaaa~ Weather is quite nice, even tho its winter now, kinda like less than 10 degrees at night but i rather freeze than burn under the sun , like in Malaysia.
I know you guys are suffering, hold on guys! Dun worry i"m effective and I'll come back and freeze you all! lol cold right? see told you i"m effective.

People in New Zealand,
Not bad laaa~ Met a lot of nice people here, can say the people here are much more friendlier than in Malaysia, just that....... The maori's here. Their OK la~ But some of them very annoying and ji bai. Those that know me , know about my hair. . Then the people here they dun know how to make their hair like us. You know the cool spike kind. WHY? because their bloody dumb, dun know how to use hair wax go use a whole bottle of hair gel to make their hair stand. . Failed.

See my hair, all come and touch. MA JI BAI. i just polite say use hair wax. actually i want say ur just too dumb to use. .

But other than that the maori's are OK. Friendly people, but try act gangster like the blacks.
See le also bo song. . but all good.

The thing i dun like about New Zealand.
Poeple here , sure their nice. But the youths here, they bloody care too much about popularity and fame in high school. New Zealand , you also know la, very laid back kind, but actually has one of the highest youths suicides in the world.

Scary hor, at first i also didn't know, and thought they kill themselves because too sian d.
I think some did. =/

But anyway, most is because of fame and social stuff thats why they kamikaze!
Its dumb, actually.
A lot of the people i know here, all very braggy and stuff, like to come to me and brag about their results la, chio la i know la. They ask me about relationships attempting to brag . . .in the they cry.

But other than that the friends here are all very friendly and all.

Hmm i think i shud end here. . STOP

~~~Even if the morrow is barren of promises , nothing shall forstall my return . ~~~

=-=Loveless=-=