LOSING CONTROL!

By Darren
Two decades have passed since the demonic denizens, Diablo, Mephisto, and Baal, wandered the world of Sanctuary in a vicious rampage to shackle humanity into unholy slavery. Yet for those who battled the Prime Evils directly, the memory fades slowly and the wounds of the soul still burn.



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When Deckard Cain returns to the ruins of Tristram's Cathedral seeking clues to new stirrings of evil, a comet from the heavens strikes the very ground where Diablo once entered the world. The comet carries a dark omen in its fiery being and it calls the heroes of Sanctuary to defend the mortal world against the rising powers of the Burning Hells – and even the failing luminaries of the High Heavens itself. . . . . .








OMG !





OMG ! DIABLO III IS ANNOUNCED THE NEXT GAME BY BLIZZARD SOFT. OMG!!






I"M LOSING IT !! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

*punch*






............................yes i have regain cc-cC-CCONTROL! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

*punch and smack down*

...........................ouch~


YES ! DIABLO 3 Is the next game! omg diablo 2 was like so cooool d, one of the best games EVER! Now Diablo 3? Omg , i"m losing it!
Makes me wanna play diablo 2 all over again man~ phew, i"m gonna hunt that disc down!
Owners of Diablo 2 disc beware!

-----------WARNING----------
**DIABLO FANATIC ON THE LOOSE**

ahhhhhhhh~ it's too much for this innocent little cute boy to take! TOO MUCH! ahahahahaahahaha! (@. @')

OK, alright, cool down Darren, breathe.............INHALE.............................................EXHALE............

Went to watch Kung Fu Panda on Friday.
LOL! good movie! 10 POINTS yet again! hehez!

Don't make me use my WUXI FINGER !

LoL, awesome movie, go watch it people!

Mmhz, went with Sam and gang to watch it, i went kinda late as i had to wait for the bus, the guys were already on to the 4-5th bottle and i only had one as all the rest had been down the throat.... So the majority of us were mostly drunk... You do not want to be near us when we are drunk....

Haha!

Almost got caught by a security guard as i was smearing the wall of a sex shop with muffin's.
haha........ hey! I"m doing something for the community k? Sex shops . Bad for kids. Was just covering up some censored stuff. See GOOD CITIZEN! Hehe! XD

LoL! whatelse...........mmhz~

OH! People who are reading this blog, please go listen to a song remixed by one of my best mate Kenneth. Check his blog and the song he remix out. IT'S THE BOMB! His link is somewhere >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> THERE.

HEHE~

Yes! Holidays next week! YAHHOOOOOOO! Gonna go over to Xiao Hong's place to bunk for a few nights. HAHAHA DRINKING PARTY! YEAH!
Finally i can go and get drunk in peace ! xD

Movies movies! AHHH SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME! hehe~
Wall-e, Handcock, Get smart, Don't mess with the Zohan! Omg so many to see, hehe gonna go watch all of em . OH and THE HULK ! HULK SMASH!! *GRR
Xp



All this fun...................................... BUT I HAVE A MATHS INTERNAL ON THURS!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH~
JUST REMEMBERD!

AAAAA


STUDY TIME~






xD




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Friends .

By Darren
HAHAHAHAAH

WAGGED SCHOOL YET AGAIN ! !

Lol, i"m gonna suffer so bad in my education now. hehe . Didn't go to school again xP

Neways just felt like posting some photo's of my friends and stuff in Jb.

Here goes. . . . .




AKATSUKI

-MEMBERS-
From left Emma aka sha bai kia, Tyrone aka Naive boy, Tian Hao aka Skydog, Teh aka Pretty women with misai, Nick aka Self -proclaimed- Jay Chou/ Nickyboy ,Diong aka pranksta/ Jiraya-sama / Hacker guru, Me , Ken aka Scout-zai / KenneT/ 4th

-BACKGROUND-
Ungku Musin basketball court.
The place where friendship ,fun and food is found.
This is where i used to play basketball every Saturday for 4- 5 years with this bunch of good friends.

I"ll never forget this place and these friends.
=]

Next. . . . .


UNGKU MUSIN GAN LAO MIAN
-DESCRIPTION-
This is what we used to have every Saturday morning after basketball.
Gan Lao Mian of Ungku Musin.
Humble dish which the AKATSUKI love.

-USES-
Replenishes chakra of the AKATSUKI.

Mmhz ran out of nice photo's to put on =/

Usually after Gan lao mian we would go to the indian store next door to drink teh-ais/teh limao ais/ teh-o-ais limao/milo ais and sometimes teh-o-ais limao tak mahu teh and limao.

Hahah miss JB man~
I"m going back DEC!
WAIT FOR ME GUYS I KNOW YOU MISS ME ALOT!!
BWAHAHAHAHA xP






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Laze .

By Darren
Weather cold.

Darren cold.

Darren lazy.

Darren wag.

WAG-O-MANIA!

Yes it is cold cold cold, the weather will not change no matter how many times i say it on my blog but yes. COLD is in town.

Seriously its making me soooooo lazy, totally don't feel like going to school. Gotta walk to school some more, very lazy neh~
sighz

School.
I"m seriously not getting chemistry and physics.
Its so hard ! ><

But i think it's probably due to me being to lazy to study for it hehe.
But can't be fuck actually, blame it on the weather.

8 more days till holi............
Yay!!

bwahahahahahaahahahaha today very bored neh~ don't know want write what but just feel like blogging.
Mmhz~

Oh~!
Lets talk about lazy people and hardworking people.

Lazy people are the opposite of hardworking people.

Lazy people love having nothing to do, while hardworking people do the things they need to do regardless of liking.

Lazy people will not do anything to hard and time consuming, hardworking people don't know time.

Lazy people are despised by hardworking people, hardworking people don't even register in lazy people's mind because their too lazy to think about such things.

Lazy people like things that come easy to them, hardworking people do not care about like.

Lazy people have a longer life span, hardworking people not so long.

So is it good to be lazy or hardworking?

hahahahahahahaahahaha lame blog i know! don't read it then!
But you already finished it d! hehe xD

Alright i"ll write a poem about today's topic.

Lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy,
Waking up feeling all dazzy.

Get up you lazy bum!
Wake up! Wake up! Or i"ll go call mum!
Have some gum , have a bun!
To keep you up and on the run!

Alright! alright ! I"m getting up.
Geez would you please sit down and just shut up?

Being lazy ain't wrong.
You didn't have to wake me using that gong.
I just wanted to have a longer sleep,
i would've woken up if one of the 5 alarms beeped.

Lazy people don't really like to care.
Even if it's a life and death dare.
Their just too lazy to be bothered,
even if it's their brother who's about to be clobbered.

Lazy people just love doing nothing.
And just hate to be working.
Except maybe if it is smoking.
Or probably if it is cooking.

Alas, this is where this lame poem will end,
because it is not really in high demand.
A poem of being lazy,
in a world which is hard to live like a daisy.

Thus, it isn't good to be lazy,
but it isn't good either to work till your crazy.


=E.x.Z=
Up and coming lame poet.

=.=
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Cold .

By Darren
Winter.

It makes me happy as the winter holidays is coming.

It makes me sad that i won't be able to see some of my friends for two weeks.

It makes me excited because i"m gonna go mountain trekking.

But most of all,


IT MAKES ME COLD!

....................damym~ its so freaking cold now, and its gonna get colder.
Temperature check : 10 degrees

Its gonna get colder tonight. ><

Damym~

I was shocked yesterday when i heard the sound of stones hitting my window.
There was a hail storm last night and probably every night from now on.
Its kinda cool as its my first time experiencing this.
But sure as heck won't wanna be outside when the storm occurs.
The size of the hail was like raisins, but combined with the velocity. . . . .SPEEDO RAISIN!
Won't wanna kena hit by that~ =/

Since the weather is becoming more and more colder , i've decided to keep my hair longer, to keep my face warm xD

Back in Malaysia i think it would be dumb to keep long hair as the weather is @!#@#
But here its cold so yeah~ he he.
Also there's no bloody-fucking-fat-ass-puan-gan-bitch to destroy my hair so hehehehehe

Damn , Puan Gan.
I wonder how that fatso is doing.
Probably working for shell now.
Running low on her body oil.
No wonder the oil price went up!!

Man i"m a genius~ =P

Mmhz. . .


I miss JB.
Miss my family.
Miss my friends.
Miss my house.
Miss my taman.
Miss the cinema's.
Miss the food.
Miss ocean net cafe.
Sigh~

I mean shit is great here, but there' s no place like home you know.
But this is gonna be my home.
Sigh.

But i"m thankful for my mates here.
You guys are the one's keeping me alive.
xD

Thanks guys.

Man this cold weather............ i seriously wanna eat gan lao mian big bowl with sambal~
Yum~~

I think that's wanna of the best dishes in JB.
Humble store next to a temple basketball court.
Gan lao mian store.
Go for it.
haha.

Man the crazy times at that store.

Teh, tyrone, nick, ken, diong, emma, skydog.
Miss that bunch of assholes.

==

Im like missing everything today haha.
I even miss my pillow back in Malaysia!
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hehe. neways, end here. blog tommorow.
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Rain .

By Darren
IT IS FF-FF-FFF-FFFREEEZING!

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Man the rain today~
God must've had too much to drink yesterday.
HAHAHA

*no offence god*


Ahem~
Yes this is the weather man reporting and there's nothing but rain rain rain..........


*punch*
' I"m not blind u dumbass"

Raining in Malaysia is alright, it's cooling , its refreshing.
Raining in Auckland in Winter where the temperature is bloody 10 degrees already making it to 8-5 degrees.............. That is f***ing not cooling!

I"m wearing a shirt , a jumper, socks, heater on, drinking coffee, in my blanket. .................AND ITS STILL COLD! ><

cold cold cold~ yes

but mmhz i feel like ice cream........................ xD
*slaps own face*

.................Bleueuck~

mmhz~ wanna talk about emo's today.


*classical music plays~*

==-=emo people=-==

Definition. People who cannot take the reality and truth of the world and succumb to living in despair and self torturement.

Appearance. Full body of black , full colour of rainbow on their hairs, and body piecing.

Cause . Devastation towards some emotional situation at some point of life and could not walk out of it. . . . . . . . . . . . .or plain born emo .

Treatment.
.
.
.
.
Beat the crap out of em.


Seriously, it is human to be emotional and sad at some point of life.
But we as humans need to move on and stop brooding over our problems .
I just wanna say this hoping that it may help any individual who is brooding and moarning and emo'ing over some god-forbid stituation/person/animal.

Seriously.. get over it.
Don't result to self torture.
You crazy bastard, you feeling hurt, you feeling down. .
Don't take your emotions on your self and inflict the despair onto the very vessals that carry the soul. . Take it out somewhere else man. . . .
Like you know. . . . . . . . . .DOTA.

Move along bro/sis. move along.
Some guy/gal dump you, find some one else because YOU are worth more than that.
Bad results. Move along. YOU can do better next time.

Sure it takes time, but slowly. Find stuff to do you know, occupy yourself.
And most of all, LOVE YOURSELF. . . .





Yes ,i know i love myself.

Yes , i know i love myself alot.....

Yes......... i know i have alot of photo's of myself. . .


Yes..........i ..............WOULD YOU SHUT UP??! *beats up*

Ahem~

So yeah~ cherish yourself. coz if you dun love yourself, you can't truly love somebody else.
And stay happy dun go emo . Be sad, but not emo. Moan about it for 2 weeks max, get over it, move on.

So yeah~ stay happy always .

Happy . ^^
Emo . X


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High .

By Darren
Olla blog~

This sure was a crazy weekend. xO
On Sat went out about at 1pm plus to the city with my mates.
Bought a freaking ass cool RBK jumper~ love it! ><
it has a high collar that kinda looks like Sasuke's first outfit. Damn cool!

Afta that went to the CC for awhile, to try and download some movies from the pc's there. haha, FALIED.

then afta that went for dina at burger king. Had an XL quad stacker burger. TOO GOOD! omg its like so nice! >< that so gonna be my favorite now. xD

Went for pool afta that, won a few games , lost.........many games T.T

Then afta that went clubbing. Went about at 10pm.

Dumb idea, totally empty.

Waited till 12pm

HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Went crazy man, there's sooooooooo many chinese hot chicks there! TOOO MANY~
Went crazy dancing with them , phew man~ that ass.................. >< !!
but damn high one la , hot chicks, loud music, and dancing away. Phew, HIGH!


I LOVE ASIAN CLUBS IN AUCKLAND!

hahahaha i know i sound like a pervert.
Drank like a few bottles only didnt wanna get too drunk i still had to catch the morning bus coz there's no busses there at midnight.

Lol danced till around 3am plus,
my gurl mate said she wanted to go to another club.
I said' what club?'
She said ' a cool club'
I said ' cooool~ , a lotta hot chicks?'
She said ' no a lot of hot guys.
I said ' wtf? what kinda cool club is that if there's no hot chicks.
She said ' A gay club '



*MASSIVE HAND SIGN* W_T_F


Kayzzz fine so we went there, was lining up.
Me looking at the crowd, *shakes head*

1. Too many angmo
2. Too many drunks outside
3. Too many gays.


I just wanted to puke . totally disgusting place .

I hate gays

SO

FUCK OFF IF YOUR GAY !
..............bloody losers.

OK back to my night in town.

Auckland is a seriously dangerous place to be at night on a weekend.
A lotta drunks, a lotta of crazy drunks.
Its a dangerous place for any asian individual walking alone at night.
Good thing i was with my mates on that day.

Angmos................sheesh~
I"ll come back to this later.

OK so we went off from the gay club coz i seriously didnt want to be within a mile of that area.
So we went ova to the CC to play games and sleep, lol as we cud not go home.
Caught the train which was around 7am. went home , showered and went ta church.
SEE so holy =P

mmhz afta that came back and slept till next day haha too tired d >.<
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Music .

By Darren
First off,
Thank you Vic for introducing metal into my life.

Why do i say this?
Well because lately i wonder, why do most of the chinese songs (taiwanese, and others) sing mostly about love and break ups?
Whereas compared to the western society, music is more diverse and stuff. You know they do sing alot of love songs, but not THAT much compared to taiwanese and china singers and shit.

I"m not saying it's not good, i"m just curious. .
Is it because we chinese fall in love too often?
Is it because we take relationships seriously compared to the westeners?
Or is it because we can"t sing no other shit?
lol

It's a funny topic actually.

Well for me at least.


Mmhz~ and also, i came to realised that the chinese singers are more individualistic in contrast to euro western singers. Why is that so?
It's weird actually, it says alot about the difference between the chinese and the westerners.

So coming back to what i wanna say,
Metal.

Its awesome.

Well not that kind of @#$!% metal, but for me i now like symphonic metal. Nightwish, korn and others. Its not as heavy but its nice.
Breakups

If you listen to chinese love songs , (you know like *break up happy* direct translated)
you'll feel more shittier, but if you listen to metal........

whoa! yeah you get the energy to move on and have that flame in yourself again.
So rather than getting depressed and listening to chinese soppy love songs when your down, listen to metal. WOOHOO!

You'll feel more alive. Lol

The power of music.
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Memories .

By Darren
Memories.

Some memories are meant to stay as they are i guess.

Sweet memories.

Bad memories.

Just as they are. . . . memories.

I think if we try and dig and burrow more into the reality of things and situations as they are the nice memories which once was would be tarnished?The image of some one or something which was in your mind , a beautiful memory, probably would be destroyed if we tried to bring it back into reality.

Do you agree?

So i guess after some thought and further encouragement from my love-sick mates, i think it truly is time to let go. I think it is truly impossible between me and her d. My memory of her ,a sweet and beautiful memory would soon be destroy into fragments of reality if i continue this on, as she has changed. Changed . . . .

Ha ha.

It just makes me laugh at myself when i see how fast my feelings and mood changes sometimes. Decisions which some times feel more like a burst of enthusiasm . But decisions do have its time when it is truly what it is sometimes. For me.

I guess that's that then, me being all sick now , fever , cough , cold. Feeling bloody dead now, but still alive. As this is a new beginning for me. Again. .= =

Ha ha

Most people would class me of as a flirt, a cassanova, a jerk , when they hear the amounts of ex girlfriends i have. Let me ask you this. Is finding true love a flirt?Is being dumped a jerk? Is constantly searching a casanova?

I don't know. . . but all i know is i am waiting for that somebody to appear in my life. Some one who wouldn't leave me out of dumb reasons such as not having the right kind of feelings for me. Some one who would stand by me when i most need her. Some one who i can truly love.

It's not wrong to dream . right?

But yeah. . i do dream a lot. Hope that dream comes true soon. .

Until then i guess, all that has past will all just be a beautiful memory, forgetting the bad one's , treasuring the beautiful one's. Guess life is that. Learning from mistakes and building up on the good memories one has. It can truly bring about much will to live and strive.

Thus, ends my post.

Lastly,

Minran,

Short was our time together, but i was happy.
Long was my time of waiting, but i was willing.
So now,i know my chance was none, but i will continue living.
Thank you for showing me that just having heart to do somethings may not always mean success.
So yeah, you were my girlfriend before, now friend. friend.
Forever just friend.



The new and improved Darren. Moving on~ =)
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Thought.

By Darren
Damn shouldn't have drank that coffee, can't sleep now. zz
Dumbshit me~ ><

Bloody hell, if can't sleep means my brain is too active.
When my brain is active, i start to think.
When i start to think, all i think of is her.

God i miss her so much now, wish she could just come back to me, sighz.

I wonder why girls hurt guys so much?
My mates are getting hurt, I"m getting hurt, most of my guy friends seem to be facing some problems with girls.

Is it wrong for us to put a 100% devotion and love in you girls? Why do you girls always just take that for granted and hurt us? Is it that fun? Is it enjoyable? Sigh

Sometimes we guys work our ass off just to please you girls, you all just don't know.
Guys are human too you know.

Sigh, fucking shit.

This totally sucks.

Please try to understand girls.

Look at the guys who have heart and not just the looks aight?
Fucking, it ain't easy for us to put our heart out into the open alright.
Its hard, and once we do it its totally left to either be safe kept , or smash to a billion pieces.

I know some guys are jerks and all , playing with people's feelings.
I used to be that jerk, once.
But i"ve changed, so this probably is my retribution?

I don't know.

Probably i deserve it,
But i know many of my friends who are good guys, just fucking get hurt so badly by the female race. Shit it just totally pains me you know.

When will guys stop hurting girls, and girls stop hurting guys?
Sigh. . .

Please girls. . . .
Please don't hurt us anymore. . .
=(
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Rose.

By Darren
Sigh =(
Totally feel like shit now.

Today saw my ex dancing for the multicultural dance.

HOLY SHIT!!

She in her cheongsam.....................DAMN!!!! .......fuckkkkinng pretty!!!She's pretty enuf d, some more put on the cheongsam............ PERFECT! shit she was like so awesome i was like howling like a wolf out there.

Ha ha but she is more just like a rose i guess.

A rose,
Beautiful to gaze ,
But forbidden to touch.

I guess now even if i continue to wait for the chance or go for her again, chances would be quite low .

A rose.
A rose indeed.




==Loveless==



My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely


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Genesis .

By Darren
Shashi mureida blog , long time no blog.
why?

Time i guess, or perhaps just lazy. . .

Well i first start off blogging a few years back due to extreme emotions boiled up in my heart due to one of mi relationship gone wrong.

So, why am i back?

Well perhaps due to yet ANOTHER relationship which went wrong. . ( Cheers ) *yay*

I seriously think i"m not bloody cut out for relationships, but i still go for it anyway.
Love the company you know. . .those that don't too bad for ya, you should try it.

Anyways, let me be selfish and talk about myself now OK?
Not happy ? Fuck off lu .

OK, so now i"m in New Zealand for almost half a year, time sure flies . . sigh
Miss my mates in Malaysia! You guys rock on !

Hmm~ Made some good friends here, all the china , taiwan and of coz angmo's.

Angmo's here not bad la, their quite nice. Made some good friends with them, but one group of them turn out to be like my DOTA gang back in Malaysia. == Everyday ask me go CC.

I dun mind actually, but its not DOTA we play. . .
Its Call of duty. .

Those that are fans of that good for ya, but for me hey.
Total crap.

But anyway i just humor them and play with them since their my mates.

China and taiwan mates are the closest to me. Its nice hanging out with them tho, even tho sometimes they talk too loud i"m embarresed to be beside them, but gradually grew into them and became an amp myself. Lol.

More about New Zealand. . .

Not bad laaaa~ Weather is quite nice, even tho its winter now, kinda like less than 10 degrees at night but i rather freeze than burn under the sun , like in Malaysia.
I know you guys are suffering, hold on guys! Dun worry i"m effective and I'll come back and freeze you all! lol cold right? see told you i"m effective.

People in New Zealand,
Not bad laaa~ Met a lot of nice people here, can say the people here are much more friendlier than in Malaysia, just that....... The maori's here. Their OK la~ But some of them very annoying and ji bai. Those that know me , know about my hair. . Then the people here they dun know how to make their hair like us. You know the cool spike kind. WHY? because their bloody dumb, dun know how to use hair wax go use a whole bottle of hair gel to make their hair stand. . Failed.

See my hair, all come and touch. MA JI BAI. i just polite say use hair wax. actually i want say ur just too dumb to use. .

But other than that the maori's are OK. Friendly people, but try act gangster like the blacks.
See le also bo song. . but all good.

The thing i dun like about New Zealand.
Poeple here , sure their nice. But the youths here, they bloody care too much about popularity and fame in high school. New Zealand , you also know la, very laid back kind, but actually has one of the highest youths suicides in the world.

Scary hor, at first i also didn't know, and thought they kill themselves because too sian d.
I think some did. =/

But anyway, most is because of fame and social stuff thats why they kamikaze!
Its dumb, actually.
A lot of the people i know here, all very braggy and stuff, like to come to me and brag about their results la, chio la i know la. They ask me about relationships attempting to brag . . .in the they cry.

But other than that the friends here are all very friendly and all.

Hmm i think i shud end here. . STOP

~~~Even if the morrow is barren of promises , nothing shall forstall my return . ~~~

=-=Loveless=-=
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