Memories .

By Darren
Memories.

Some memories are meant to stay as they are i guess.

Sweet memories.

Bad memories.

Just as they are. . . . memories.

I think if we try and dig and burrow more into the reality of things and situations as they are the nice memories which once was would be tarnished?The image of some one or something which was in your mind , a beautiful memory, probably would be destroyed if we tried to bring it back into reality.

Do you agree?

So i guess after some thought and further encouragement from my love-sick mates, i think it truly is time to let go. I think it is truly impossible between me and her d. My memory of her ,a sweet and beautiful memory would soon be destroy into fragments of reality if i continue this on, as she has changed. Changed . . . .

Ha ha.

It just makes me laugh at myself when i see how fast my feelings and mood changes sometimes. Decisions which some times feel more like a burst of enthusiasm . But decisions do have its time when it is truly what it is sometimes. For me.

I guess that's that then, me being all sick now , fever , cough , cold. Feeling bloody dead now, but still alive. As this is a new beginning for me. Again. .= =

Ha ha

Most people would class me of as a flirt, a cassanova, a jerk , when they hear the amounts of ex girlfriends i have. Let me ask you this. Is finding true love a flirt?Is being dumped a jerk? Is constantly searching a casanova?

I don't know. . . but all i know is i am waiting for that somebody to appear in my life. Some one who wouldn't leave me out of dumb reasons such as not having the right kind of feelings for me. Some one who would stand by me when i most need her. Some one who i can truly love.

It's not wrong to dream . right?

But yeah. . i do dream a lot. Hope that dream comes true soon. .

Until then i guess, all that has past will all just be a beautiful memory, forgetting the bad one's , treasuring the beautiful one's. Guess life is that. Learning from mistakes and building up on the good memories one has. It can truly bring about much will to live and strive.

Thus, ends my post.

Lastly,

Minran,

Short was our time together, but i was happy.
Long was my time of waiting, but i was willing.
So now,i know my chance was none, but i will continue living.
Thank you for showing me that just having heart to do somethings may not always mean success.
So yeah, you were my girlfriend before, now friend. friend.
Forever just friend.



The new and improved Darren. Moving on~ =)
 

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